♥ and i'm here, monday to sunday...

pups dogs anything cute

2012-02-06T00:22:00.001+08:00

really getting really really obsessed with dogs. ahahha, little cute creatures.

some are really attention seekers, some are really quiet and will just let you carry them even they know you're not the owner. awww. even more awww, those that treat you look at you come to you as if you're their owner! AWWWWWW x inifinity!!

my blog has became quite dead by now. nothing much is going on here. maybe i can change my blog title from im here from monday to sunday to.. im here part time...lol

but a lot is gng on in my life. im probably facing the most most crucial stage in my entire life? i need to choose a direction. in which i will need to steer to, maybe the rest of my life.

im not exactly bright in school. and i mentioned a lot of times in my blog that, im just someone who can be easily replaced by others. I do not have anything special. which, up till tdy, still holds true. I have not discovered anything yet. what im good at.

or maybe i somehow discovered, but im so afraid to step forward in that direction.

龍年2012

2012-01-23T16:24:00.001+08:00

龍年終於來了。

我也在全世界華人的倒數中又長大了一歲。

對於有些人來說，我還是希望他們能記住我生日的。我總覺得記住，就會讓我很高興很高興了。當他們都來只和我說新年快樂時，我難免有點失落。

預祝在心的一年里，家人好友都身體健康，萬事如意。置於發財與否，有當然好，但就算沒有，只要身體健康，開心每一天，也就ok了對吧！

^_^

Inflexibility

2012-01-17T01:25:00.000+08:00

I wanted to blog this post very long time ago. but alws kinda lazy to do it.

It's been very tiring waiting for news everyday. imagine every incoming email will send a chill down your spine. it's qte torturous to be like this but well, it wont last for long i guess. i will have to settle it soon. if not my timetable will be very screwed up.

human beings designed system to better administrate works and order, not to hinder. but from what i see, we've set us up in this rigid system we made for ourselves that we are not allowed to grow freely anymore.

i shall not elaborate on the details, but it's qte a disappointment.

Rules are made for the betterment of human beings, somehow i feel it kinda backfires sometimes.

--

這幾天，感觸很多。活生生的人，被自己創造出來的系統弄得死板板的。如果有外星人的話，肯定會覺得我們是白癡。加上點成長的煩惱和人生過渡期的迷茫和徬徨，一杯emo tea就泡製成功了。真想躲進我看的電影裡面做個路人甲，管他是演路人還是旁邊的道具，起碼能夠真正活在那個世界里一下也是不錯的。

okay feeling lazy again, shall stop here.
till then.

New Year Resolution

2012-01-09T00:56:00.002+08:00

This post comes a little late i guess.

1) Be more tidy with my desk. My desk alws become messy after a week? Idk why!
2) Learn some things for a pastime, no need to be a serious one, but i think will need to get myself exposed to different things, thats very important!
3) Be more consistent in studies. Might be the last time alrdy. sigh.
4) Stop being so lazy, be consistent with all the routine that you've planned to do everyday!
5) be somebody.

For the new semester ahead.

2012-01-06T19:48:00.000+08:00

Seems to be qte some complications for the modules.

It's quite sian i must say. Last sem alrdy dont like this lah.

sighh...

1st January 2012

2012-01-01T23:34:00.001+08:00

It feels like a dream.

How could it be 2012 already? Frankly speaking, 2010 felt like yesterday. o.O

looking back 2011, it was an awesome year. looking ahead at 2012, i hope it will be an even more awesome year, although rumor has it that, the world will end.

30th Dec, i ended my work at EY. After a month of being an easily replaced employee of the company.

But at least i managed to earn some bucks! LOL

Life is a gamble. So is bidding. It's really a headache, not sure which mod to choose, because there are so many uncertainties to it.

Weekend is ending

2011-12-04T19:20:00.001+08:00

So far hasnt get that sick feeling that weekend is over yet. I hope monday blues wont get to me so fast.

now at least i feel, i will be gng somewhere to do something and earn a little bit of money.

yawn. can tell my brain is slowing down and not using alrdy when the exams were over. at least i still have my tuition to keep my brain thinking, once a week for 2hrs. lol.

Sunday night.

but the days i was working, i felt like, i was disconnected to the world for a bit. somehow. like everyone's got a little further. maybe thats whats gonna happen next time in future. hmmmm.

Two days at work

2011-12-01T20:59:00.001+08:00

...and im feeling all upset about bidding goodbye to my student's life in half a year's time. I don't wish to start working. >.<

the mundane dread of paper work, counting seconds as the paper slowly inches its way into the scanner; having paper cuts and only to find out about it when you wash hand later; a short message could be so out of routine for you; going lunch means armed with tissue packets and your inner-most well hidden aunty skills; And even setting up a flattened cardboard box makes me happy, at least - i achieved something you see! LOL.

The thing is, strangely, hours passby quite fast. I feel it is so at least. I hope the rest of 4 weeks and 1 day will be as fast as now. And that i wont feel gloomy anymore. ):

and yestdy had my first session of tuition with Vera, it was pretty fine. Look forward to seeing her again next week.

Post Exams

2011-11-29T01:33:00.001+08:00

Trying to blog more often. Just a short one

Exams are officially over for me. Sigh. Let the worrying begin some other day. I have a packed decemeber. Feel qte sian now.

Tmr im gng to do hair with ll at Urban Cuts! (:
Dno what to do yet, pray we will both get nice hair by tmr. Then i shall come home to try on my new clothes wahahahaha....

Okay good nights! (:

Year 2011

2011-11-28T01:02:00.001+08:00

So fast it's last week of November already.

Tomorrow i will be done with my last paper for the semester. And Wednesday i will start my part timer job at Ernst & Young for a month. It's quite nervous to think about having to squeeze with the morning crowd during peak hours, experiencing working like in a real very formal office (they have very strict rules about attire too, definitely match their professionalism and company name). I hope i will be able to do my job well, and very importantly learn something valuable (even if my work is like nth much lol).

On the same day, 30th Nov, i will also start my new tuition with a new PJC girl, to help her with her econs. It's gonna be a busy December for me. Cos other than that, i have to hang out with my friends, catch up with some!

Coincidental much. Both E&Y's HR and the tuition agency called me on the same day, spoke to me about the job offering/confirmation, and im starting both on the same day as well. (:

Wish me luck everyone! (:

Put Your Hands Up

2011-11-20T00:05:00.001+08:00

This is something i've not done before. Simply because, chasing kpop idols was SO DIFFICULT back then. But now, we have kpop artists coming like everyday?!

One more exception is that, i've never done anything like this right before exams. I hope i still can focus on revision in the following 8 days. I need my full concentration power.

I went to 2PM Asia Tour 2011. They are so near.... yet so far........!!! *fangirl mode on*

Anw, exams schedule...

First one is a headache, no way i can stuff all the contents to my head and heard it's very content-based... there's gonna be listening some more. If anyone googled here for it's review, i would say it's still pretty manageable, but exams im not sure yet.....

Monday 9am - GEK1054 Music in Global Context
Wednesday 9am - EC3351 Public Finance
Thursday 5pm - EC3102 Macroeconomics II
Friday 9am - EC3371 Developmental Economics
Monday 5pm - CH2274 Chinese Business Environment

7am

2011-11-18T07:26:00.001+08:00

I woke up at 6am today, went to pee, but unlike other days, i wasnt able to go back to sleep. Hence, im here writing nw.

it's friday alrdy! 2PM is gonna hold their fanmeeting today at jurong point. it's very close to me. but still, i think i better not go, because i need to finish my revision. i need to study.

how does behavior economics sound?

CHEEM LOR.

Reading Week

2011-11-14T01:56:00.001+08:00

Let the books take over.

Seriously, be kind to me.

Although everytime i say i will burn books after exams, but actually never really do so before.

God Bless Me.

Year 3 Sem 1: Over.

2011-11-10T19:05:00.000+08:00

Year 3 sem 1 is officially over.

Eh, mugging starts. but idk again, how well i will do. maybe it's just another sem. but what changed is that, now im worried. later no job.

):

28th Nov 2011, 9PM. Faster come!

Seriously Can't Wait for Dec

2011-11-08T00:09:00.002+08:00

I seriously cannot wait for Dec to be here. Yeah i know, by then i would say give me a little school work.

Just bought 2x Urban Cuts rebonding deal from Twangoo. It's rare that i managed to convince LL hahaha. We're going to do together. rebonding baby! Besides that i also bought Nails deal from Outlet.sg for $10 only! Will be going with Jess! See, fun filled Dec right!

Hope the new year countdown at zhiyin's house is still happening. I miss her dog bobby. It's a giant golden retriever. ahahaha!I wish my parents are as interested in dogs as her parents. ):

So you see, Dec mans holiday, means chillax. means no exams no school and also Xmas, New Year. etc.

Just wait for it. it'll be out soon. (:

2011-10-21T02:49:00.000+08:00

I want to be useful, to my loved ones. my friends. but... first ... i need to do well myself....

hmmm....

We've reached the busiest peak of the semester. Please get a look around and be back in the revision cable car ASAP, because we're gonna chiong to the end very soon.

Okay dont really know what im writing!

♡ is all you need.

A little bit more depressing

2011-10-15T00:53:00.000+08:00

A little bit more depressing than before, as im nearer and nearer to my graduation date. When i try to console myself that results will only matter that much,, i can't help but to feel shitty about it.

You would say, at least from NUS. But so what, that's not going to get me far. I need to think of something someway to further it. Yes i want to earn more money, i love money (who doesn't?). Okay but i am not obsessed with it lah hor. You can't make me fall for you just because you're rich. You can't make me do things that will harm my loved ones just for the sake of money.

For as far as I could remember, i dream of myself being able to pay for my own bills, buy things without a frown or a moment of hesitation. That's all. I dream of being capable, being independent. But now i look at it, it seems like sth i can only achieve when i am sleeping - really go dream lor!

I look at those job offerings and I feel scared off by their simple requirements. A small "presentation at the end of the stint" can really put me off. Evelyn, you seriously need to grow up. Because that's seriously not the way to go. Sigh. The real world is not as easy as a presentation. The real world is 100, or 1000 or even million times harder than that. Yet I am being put off by a minimum requirement.

If let's say, I'm talented; I have a special gift, i can draw, i can paint, i can sing, i can make music... Anything that could make me an artists, then maybe at least I have a valid excuse of not doing the norm, living the norm, going through the norm. The norm being, look for a job, get a pay check, make sure me and my loved ones are taken care of. End of the story. BUT, I dont have that excuse. AND I'm pretty much talentless. boring. easily replaced. ordinary. not outstanding. If i have a talent, that is i am really good at being talentless. I have to be the norm but where can i find my first job?

Job here, i mean, a job that offers a decent renumeration for me as a fresh grad. Not just any other admin, whatever position that "No experience required" can do. Yes I am without experience as well, but i hope i am not doing something so generic and replaceable.

I wouldn't want him to carry the burden of paying for my shopping expanses, my bills; I wouldn't want to hold out my hand to him to ask for money to cover my daily meals and to buy this and buy that. I'm raised in a family of two working parents. Being a house wife was and is never in my option. At least for now. I prefer overseeing my own bank account, my own bank statements. And lalala, of course i won't mind overseeing his too. LOL.

Someone whom i gotten to know recently is quite apprehensive about this whole thing - not sure why exactly i am so stressed up over school matters. Well, I can only say, different people, different lives, and different fate. If you're fortunate to be born in a rich and well doing family, congratulations to you. You don't have to worry about your results because eventually your basic living is ensured, and yeap you will always have some connections to pull you through in times of need. I can clearly tell from his words how well connected is his father. But believe me, he doesn't understand this. I have no one to depend on, I need to start from zero. My parents are from a totally entirely different profession and their network does not benefit me. I need to build my own network. Good for him, but please don't give me that apprehensive look when I'm stressing over the midterms or finals just because you are not really concerned about school. And one more thing, I really believe the 3 local universities do have much more fierce competition than other institutions. IM(very)HO of course.

Another option is to further my studies before officially entering the workforce. However again, what area of study i can possibly pursue? List of endless questions.

Despite all these complains and whining, I still believe I'm generally a happy person. I'm a pessimistic happy person, strictly speaking. I don't really like it when people start to preach to me about "come on, relax, take life easy." Life is not that easy. Your life is, good for you. And I complain doesn't mean I'm not living and enjoying. Hate those people who can just go on and on preaching / lecturing as if they themselves are so mature and grown up when their own judgements are so fatally wrong.

Reality check, I still have this week's tutorials. 2 projects. 1 essays. 1 concert report. and 2 more quizes to finish. Before i can welcome Dec with open arms.

P/S: As i am counting down to the exams, i am, before that, counting down to 2PM's concert on 19th Nov! I know. You are thinking: didnt she just complained how stressed she is about school and now what? Concert right before exam? X window!

Whatever. ;p

總有一天

2011-09-24T12:08:00.005+08:00

很久以前，我總覺得，日子很漫長，不知道甚麼時候能夠渡過現狀，不管是學期結束，還是一段感情的結束。

不過我總覺得會有那麼一天，一切都會成為過去。好像change of base year in price index那樣。今天成為過去，昨天成為過去的過去。

看到朋友，更是這麼覺得。總有一天.....

hi world

2011-09-18T16:39:00.000+08:00

It's been a while i really write something here online.

It's my 3rd and most probably the final year in NUS. Next midyear, I will graduate and step into the society with whatever i've picked up from teachers, friends etc so far. But I am not quite sure yet. What am i going to do?

It's not easy being at this junction, when you don't even know your own strength, only a lot of weaknesses. I am not very outstanding, highly replaceable, careless at times, not very daring, no experience. I always imagine myself being in those offices seen in the movies but im not quite sure if i can become one of them.

hate this part about growing up!

Now i have 3 midterms to settle first.
1 music concert report.
1 term paper.
2 projects.
5 finals.

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......

pretty in pink

2011-09-17T15:02:00.001+08:00

xoxo

Blogger iPhone app

2011-09-10T19:08:00.001+08:00

Writing on Blogger's official app like finally. for so long I've been wondering what are they doing not coming up with an official app. all the third party blogger app also not really to my liking. glad now finally it's here!

getting lazy

2011-08-30T01:36:00.000+08:00

Nowadays, really getting very lazy to blog. Like can't even make myself t upload more pics with Vivie!

anw, it's 4th week already. SIAO!

I'm taking, EC3102, EC3351 & EC3371. Other than that i'm taking GEK1054 & CH2274.

GEK mod is a music mod. I guess shldnt have taken that because i have zero musical cell in my body.

alright, give you a little vivie. Click here for my FB photo album of her.

Random

2011-08-21T20:26:00.002+08:00

wah hhow sadddd horrr!

爱情这个东西，很多人都以为是唯一的、是天长地久的。但现实告诉我们，爱情是一种有生命周期、有多种类型、可以和不同对象产生的感情。

于是，爱情有开始，也有结束。只是开始时大家都因为找到一个爱的人而喜悦，结束时却因为自己在某个人身上浪费了青春、金钱和感情而沮丧。

很多人分手后会反目成仇，是因为忘记了当初认识对方时的那种心情。爱上一个人，其实就是爱上对方某个时间、某个环境的一种状态，有些人能随着对方的成长，改变自己爱的标准，他们能一辈子爱下去。有些人在成长中，爱的标准和对方的成长开始有了不同，于是产生争执，最后分道扬镳。

这些都不过爱情道路上的风景罢了，我们只是在需要爱的时候，找到一个符合自己爱情标准的人。如果什么时候，对方不再是符合你爱情标准的人，痛快放手吧。即便最终不在一起，也请微笑着为自己曾经爱过的人祝福吧。

friendship

2011-07-30T01:09:00.000+08:00

I don't know how others view it, but for me, i've alws valued friendship a little more than others.

Lazy to blog. zzz

Anyway, heading over to Taiwan this sunday. Hopefully to have a fruitful shopping trip. (:

july2011

2011-07-20T16:08:00.001+08:00

wah long time no post, cannot recognize the layout anymore! So new now.... wah...not used to this.

i think the prev blogger layout was around for like more or less a decade? is it? i rmb when i first started using blogger in sec sch, it has never really changed much.

I should say a lot things happening. Compared to last year, im blogging much less now.

最近有件事情一直困扰着我。总觉得自己还是消失比较好。

the last thing i would want to do is to hurt you.

Outing with the Little Viv

2011-06-06T01:13:00.000+08:00

So 4th June was finally the day i met little vivie!

I was so excited in meeting her. Nervous at same time, because i heard she is a little aggressive. But i was lucky enough to be able to carry her and play with her!

Keep on thinking about her now! Alright i think i can only see her next month, during mich's 21st! Awwwww little viv...sooooo adorable!!!
For the outing photos, visit here!

Thank you so much mich!!!! For bringing vivie out! of course need to thank vivie's mummy and her nanny ^_^

2011-05-31T17:36:00.000+08:00

很久没有来写点什么了。

前阵子是忙。现在是懒。这人啊，大多数都是贱货。忙就complain忙，闲又complain闷。这下好，总算找了份internship/part time. 希望自己能够从中学习到一些做人做事的道理。

人长大了，担心的东西还真是多。昨天读小说的时候看到这么一段，其实很有同感

“做人真不容易，苦得要命。一出娘胎，先要看有没有残疾，全身健康，又想相貌漂亮，最好聪明，又要会读书，更要懂得与人相处，还有还有，最重要肯挣扎向上，但千万不要乘错飞机，否则来一趟失事就一了百了。开车还要小心，连过马路都错不得，更不可惹官司⋯⋯”

够悲惨得吧！也不知到是真的长大了还是怎么得，身边有自己事业，有头有脸的人越来越多了。人各有志，但我怎么就这么没出息呢？到现在自己还不是很确定自己以后要走的方向。

去了两个面试，觉得自己不管是简历还是实际经验都平平淡淡，现在还好毕竟是兼职／实习，但是将来谁会要聘请我这人的庸等之人呢？

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Not long ago, after the hectic sem ended, me and my friends went over to korea for a 8day trip. We went to Jeju island and Seoul. Jeju Island was pretty nature-ic... while Seoul was all about shopping! I would have loved jeju more if not for the rain and mist. but anyhow, had a great time in korea. This idea really flashed across my mind - i hope i will have the luxury to visit there once a year. Just spend a few days there, by myself or with close friends. Like an escape. That would be really wonderful.

Then there was the release of results yestdy, did alright. Within my expected range. But thats definitely not good enough.

Need to learn how to manage my time more wisely next sem.

11hrs

2011-05-03T23:43:00.000+08:00

to freedom for like 3mth?

well, i think began to uds a bit of what tb is trying to say liao. lol yeah on the night before exam. bravooooo evelyn.

anyhow, its gna be over soon!

(:

3 quarter done

2011-04-30T17:30:00.000+08:00

Yeap, as the title suggests, i'm almost done with the finals.

Last one, the killer, Financial Economics on wed.

I'm gna be free like a bird at 11am.

next day do hair with ll & sis. plan korea itinerary. oh ready ready ready for the take off (in tune to 2PM's latest Jap release "Take Off")

S E O U L, im coming!

Revision

2011-04-21T11:01:00.002+08:00

This is so boring. to the max. sigh.

6 Important Life Lessons

2011-04-16T21:17:00.000+08:00

From here:

Lesson 1: Naked Wife

A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs. When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next door neighbor. Before she says a word, Bob says, “I’ll give you $800 to drop that towel.” After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob.

After a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 dollars and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs. When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks,…

“Who was that?” “It was Bob the next door neighbor,” she replies. “Great!” the husband says, “Did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?”

Moral of the story:

If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure.

Lesson 2

A sales rep, an administration clerk, and the manager are walking to lunch when they find an antique oil lamp. They rub it and a Genie comes out. The Genie says, “I’ll give each of you just one wish” “Me first! Me first!” says the administration clerk. “I want to be in the Bahamas, driving a speedboat, without a care in the world.” Poof! She’s gone. “Me next! Me next!” says the sales rep. “I want to be in Hawaii,relaxing on the beach with my personal masseuse, an endless supply of Pina Coladas and the love of my life.” Poof! He’s gone. “OK, you’re up,” the Genie says to the manager. The manager says, “I want those two back in the office after lunch.”

Moral of the story: Always let your boss have the first say.

Lesson 3

A priest offered a lift to a Nun. She got in and crossed her legs, forcing her gown to reveal a leg. The priest nearly had an accident. After controlling the car, he stealthily slid his hand up her leg. The nun said,”Father, remember Psalm 129?” The priest removed his hand. But,changing gears, he let his hand slide up her leg again. The nun once again said, “Father, remember Psalm 129?” The priest apologized “Sorry sister but the flesh is weak.” Arriving at the convent, the nun went on her way. On his arrival at the church, the priest rushed to look up Psalm 129. It said, “Go forth and seek, further up, you will find glory.”

Moral of the story: If you are not well informed in your job, you might miss a great opportunity.

Lesson 4

A crow was sitting on a tree, doing nothing all day. A rabbit asked him,”Can I also sit like you and do nothing all day long?” The crow answered: “Sure, why not.” So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the crow, and rested.

A fox jumped on the rabbit and ate it.

Moral of the story: To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very high up.

Lesson 5: Power of Charisma

A turkey was chatting with a bull “I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree,” sighed the turkey, but I haven’t got the energy.” “Well, why don’t you nibble on my droppings?” replied the bull. “They’re packed with nutrients.” The turkey pecked at a lump of dung and found that it gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree. The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch. Finally after a fourth night, there he was proudly perched at the top of the tree. Soon he was spotted by a farmer, who shot the turkey out of the tree.

Moral of the story: Bullshit might get you to the top, but it wont keep you there.

Lesson 6

A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field. While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him. As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to realize how warm he was. The dung was actually thawing him out! He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy. A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate. Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.

Moral of the story:

1. Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy

2. Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend

3. And when you’re in deep shit, it’s best to keep your mouth shut!

Year 2 Sem 2, OVER

2011-04-15T23:31:00.000+08:00

Yeap. So that marks the end of my Year 2 Sem 2. When next semester begins, i'm a year 3 student and then i will need to worry about my own livelihood, salary, bills already? Oppps. Parents wont be giving me pocket money anymore.. ohhhhh man that feeling kinda sucked! ):

But one day that one day will come. Argh.

This semester is .... faster than any others... ohmygod. Finally everything is done, submitted. but that only means, need to start revision, or else. you're dead meat.

I hate school. I hate being in such a competitive environment. It clashes with my personality, peace loving. HAHAHAHAHA. aiya i just hate school yeah~ spending hours in library doesnt equals to studying very hard actly, if not i shld be getting A's liao lor!

okay byebye. i'll try t study hard!

4minute - Mirror Mirror

2011-04-10T12:54:00.000+08:00

The reason i took interest in 4minute was because of Hyun Ah, and then now i really love Gayoon and Jiyoon. Hmmmm.. (:

I kept on gng 거울아 거울아~~~

justforfun

2011-04-05T14:11:00.001+08:00

Saw this in tumblr and thought its qte nice. (for a girl of course ahaha)

30 THINGS GUYS SHOULD KNOW ABOUT GIRLS: This was written by a guy who has had years of experience.

1. whatever you do, don’t just show up at their house…they run around in their underwear just like we do.

2. don’t cheat on them. it may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. trust me, they will find out and you will be mud.

3. beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn’t even wait for the damn hat.

4. never miss an opportunity to tell them they’re beautiful.

5. don’t refuse to kiss in front of your friends. if they laugh at you, it’s because they’re jealous.

6. if they slap you hard, you deserved it.

7. don’t be afraid to touch them if you want to. if they’re going out with you in the first place, it’s because they like being in your arms.

8. if you don’t sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did. 8.5 if you do sleep with them, don’t tell your friends that you did.

9. you can be dirty minded in private, really…most of them are not offended by it…

10. not all of them eat like birds, a lot of them can eat like whales.

11. most of them don’t mind paying half of everything, but they do discuss these things with their friends. realize that if you make your girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know about it and your friends will know you’re a pussy..do you honestly need all your money that much? be a man, pay all the time!

12. every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend- a stuffed animal, one of his sweatshirts, and a really pretty ring. even if it’s not a serious relationship.

13. make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. if you’re dropping her off, walk her to the door. if you aren’t dropping her off, call to be sure she’s home safely. (oh well, couldnt emphasize this less, what kinda bf are you if you only go back home and sleep not caring about your gf. jerk.)

14. if a guy is bothering her, it is your right to beat the shit out of him.

15. if you’re talking to a female friend of yours, pull your girlfriend closer. (awww kinda sweet!)

16. never, ever slap her, even if it’s just in a joking way. even if she swats you first, and says, “oh, you’re so dumb” or something, never make any gestures back.

17. go to a chick flick once in a while. she doesn’t care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went.

18. you’re dead meat if you can’t get along with their pets, parents, and best friends. be prince charming to their friends, mr. polite to their parents, and make sure to be nice to their animals.

19. don’t flirt with their moms…that’s just freaky.

20. don’t be freaked out by pms. it’s not gross, and it really does make them feel like shit, so be understanding.

21. if you don’t like the way they drive, you do it.

22. if you’re officially dating, and you’re introducing her to your friends, you’d better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend. (whats so hard about introducing your gf seriously)

23. don’t stress where you go for every date. they really only want to be with you.

24. if they complain that something hurts, rub it for them without being asked.

25. girls are fragile. even if you’re play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle.

26. memorize their god damn birthdays. you forget her birthday and you’re basically screwed for life.

27. don’t marinade the cologne, but smell good.

28. don’t give her something stupid for her birthday or christmas or valentine’s day. it doesn’t have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful. jewelry is always nice.

29. if you think the relationship isn’t going to last, don’t wait to find out. it will only hurt you more if you draw it out.

30. after you’ve been dating for a while, realize that they really have started to trust you. when you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, privilege and control than you would think. be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond.

Lazy

2011-04-03T00:07:00.000+08:00

Seriously getting lazy to blog things down. Twitter may just take over blogger soon enough lol.

the end is near..... well you can view it as, the sem's end, the world's end...or simply just Evelyn (aka me)'s end.

Dont really knw how the smart ppl run their brain. is their brain of different system or what. mine is like windows 98 while theirs might be Vista. grrrrrrr. There are seriously truckloads of things to study and i feel, damn stressed over myself still being so slack.

The greatest irony of all: i slack as much as i worry. SLAPS MYSELF. ):

All will end soon, then there is korea trip.

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Worth mentioning is that gotten free tickets from Royston to watch Voyage de la vie at RWS on friday. And we went for the Hollywood after hours as well. the acrobat perf was definitely amazing.. my palms were all sweaty and my heart was beating super fast when they did all those dangerous stunts. OMMMGGGG LA!

And tdy went to celebrate yuyu's bday. (: Happy birthday my dearest darling. Although it's just a simple celebration. And, i feel its getting a little too short as we grow... but i think we dont have much of a choice here. we are all very busy with our stuffs. As we grow older, alot more commitments to fulfill. But i just hope no matter how busy we are, we just wont drift away from each other!

To end off my this 敷衍 entry........ this is me and michelle. at USS. hahahha.

Whats left

2011-03-30T22:27:00.000+08:00

So this sem is concluding soon.

Im still left with:
GEK1512's Business Plan report.
CH3226 presentation 2 (skit)
CH3226 term essay.

Sighhhh

and before the sem ends, there are still
2 x Financial Assignment. 2x Micro tutorials.

week10 over

2011-03-24T23:18:00.001+08:00

Holyyyyy, week 10 is over? so its week11...12...13 and study leave and exams alrdy? OMGGG.

went archery alone tdy! cos weehung s busy with his things and, sarah and akira didnt turn up as usual ):
the no. of ppl turning up is getting less and less.... but next week is the last session alrdy! kinda sad leh! ): some friends made there, dno will meet them again or not. hahahaha.

ANW, finally done with my two presentation this week. now im left with a quiz for internet mod, second part of Internet mod proj, second part of chi proj, and a chi essay. SOUNDS LIKE THERE ARE STILL A LOT TO BE DONE. SIGHHHH. Labour proj due next mon. surprisingly there is no financial assignment, YET. ahahhaa.

Okay nights.

过的好不好

2011-03-13T02:21:00.005+08:00

Haven't been blogging in Chinese for sometime now. Some things, are just easier to express in Chinese.

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最近听到些事情（貌似最近听到很多事情嘛！），没什么感觉，但是很多感触。有点矛盾right. i know.

要知道，自己得人生，过了21岁后，就是由自己做主了。要变成怎样得一个人，也全取决于自己自身。这个时候，父母兄长们已经没有什么影响力了。朋友很显然，是很重要得。你交什么样的朋友，就很容易变成和朋友一类的人。

一个人活在世上，虽然说只要不害人就还算ok. 但是我还是觉得欠缺些。要活得有点自律，自爱。也要对得起家人和爱你的人们。~~有些时候也要顾及一下是否会有损市容（哈哈这个有点mean）~~

很多时候，人都会因为某些原因，去做一些事。即使那些事情是违背自己原先的看法想法。

人，是，总是会变得。变好与变坏其实在一线之间。不要为了证明一件事，而违背了其他所有的。到头来，那件事，也只是件无谓得事。等以后回想起来，这些值得嘛？那个要证明得东西，值得嘛？

过得好不好不是几张照片，几句话就能说明的。过得好不好只有自己知道，不要追求那些虚伪的表现。过得好，是长大了。成熟了，进步了。明白了。懂得了。不是盲目的表现。盲目得表现只显得你急于表现，和事实相反。人就活一次，也许某些东西，就算错也容易改过来，有些错误比其他错误容易改正，容易擦掉。但是想想身边的人吧。且不说那些已经离开你人生的人，那些现在还在身边得人。为什么不为他们想想，他们会不会因为你得所做所为而感到伤心？为向离开的人证明，而伤害还在身边的人，值得吗？

其次得，也给已离你而去的人，给他们留一个好印象吧。世界之大，既然离去，就是缘份尽了，缘尽了，天晓得还会见面与否。为什么不留个好印象，让那些离去的人，想到往事的时候也能微笑着？人其实是习惯记住美好得东西的，但是要是最后的一幕如果是厌恶的，那么永远，那段往事也会变成让人皱眉的。

为什么要这样贬低自己呢？为了谁？或为了什么？人应该越活越成熟，越来越懂事明了。

不要糟蹋了自己。一时的发泄是允许也是情有可原的，但是不能让发泄变成习惯，陷入堕落的圈套。

我活的很好，不是因为别的。就因为，我学到了更多，明白了更多，我也懂得了一些我以前并不懂的。人不可能毫无缺点，我不可能是完美的，但是我会想要进步。一路上，在进步的过程中，学习到领悟到，这使我活得更充实，使我活的很好。我活的好，不因为谁离开了，也不因为谁出现了。我活的好，因为我在往前，因为我长大了。不再盲目了（至少在相比之下）。这是我所做出的改变。

当你决定改变的时候，好好想想。一念之间，其实会有千万种结果。

Change is the only constant. Make that constant positive.

2011-03-08T23:40:00.002+08:00

Midterms are over. Projects deadlines are lining up!

=.= whattttt theeee....

But anw, today went back to NYJC! But not to visit the teachers. Went back my own school to TEACH. my two dear students couldnt make it on sunday. so changed to today. They set venue at bishan, which is qte far for me, so i tot if its far might as well drive. and school will have free parking! the feeling was qte different. to be back in nyjc in my own car, driving by myself. actly not, went to NUS to pick up liling and longbang-ed her home. Then on my way back, it was qte a thrilling ride. because i made a bold decision to do without checking maps! I tot to myself just drive by the signs given! and i reached home successfully after making two mistakes ahahaha. (: And initially i wanted to go by the familiar route of cutting through Bukit Panjang (where i used to live) because i know the route when my mom fetched me to and fro school back then. But just now at that split second where i could turn to BKE, i chose not to. I thought i need to change! sometimes it's about stepping out of comfort zone, right. (:

oh and my havianas snapped again. shld have listened to roger. who experienced the same thing before and helped me fixed my slippers temporarily the first time it snapped. btw it's not the strips fell out, it snapped!!!! BROKEN. SPOIL. no way to tug it back in. =.= So BYE my golden havianas of ... i think only half a year!!! what kinda QC is that man!

For our korea trip, im proud to say that, with help of my two Oppas (shinho oppa and yongtae oppa) we will be able to keep our base fee (air tickets to and fro korea and to and fro seoul to jeju and accommodations!) within our budget. My estimate was qte accurate! ^.^ HAPPY!

And tdy i woke up to a horrible news, Hyun Bin & Song Hye Kyo broke up. in fact they broke up in January. ARGHHHHHHHHH WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?!!!!!!WHY DO THEY HAVE TO BREAK UP?!?!?!?!?! and below that headline is reports on how Se7en and Park Hanbyul may get married. at least this piece of news comforts me a little. Se7en and Park Hanbyul are tgt for 10 years. It's definitely not easy. I hope to see their wedding photos soon! (:

BLOG~

2011-03-03T00:58:00.000+08:00

im not blogging cos i've nothing better to do. More like the opposite, im battling with my midterms right now.

what do you say? hmmmm. yingxi alws say during exam period she watch the most drama. Guess similar here. the more stressed you're, the more likely you're gna engage in sth to relax your mind and soul.

I realized my previous entry is full of BAD/TERRIBLE ENGLISH. Aiya, what to do, must give a chance to those who wanna laugh at me lor. Idk leh, apparently, they're that bored and have to visit my blog... when there is actually nth much to dig. I dont know what they want lah. Why not just enjoy yourselves irl instead of living inside your own world online? Do you know, everyone has moved on. Whatever happened, nobody's even giving a damn about it.

Can i ask, do you pay to go on a holiday then end up doing what you do in singapore?

But now what are you doing all these for? I really really do not understand? What do you gain from doing these?

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anw, that was just a very very puzzling thing i've been puzzled for qte a while now. Don't think too much ah, it's not a r/s issue, im free frm r/s burdens for qte a while alrdy! ^^ It's just someone yeah. Someone we used to call a friend. But hmmmm...

Labour midterm is down, tmr will be micro midterm frm 6pm-8pm and then financial midterm from 8AM -10am the next day. walau within 12hrs have to be back in sch again. SIAN MAX. and after financial midterm, there is project meeting (4hrs later) Walau need to wait damn long, i think i shall bring mac to school and use.

Okay, planned to study financial tdy but frm 6pm till now. I DID NOTHING. errrrrrrrrrrrrrr. doomed.

recess week

2011-02-20T11:53:00.001+08:00

lazy about blogging again.

can you believe it. recess week is here again. means, half of the semester is gone again. and very fast, the semester will be gone too. then, it will be year 3. WTH? YEAR THREE? I thought i just entered uni.... ):

the older you grow the faster the time flies. a lot of catch up during recess week, but im not very sure if efficiency and productivity can be maximized. );

now i have 4 students. one new one in yewtee and also my nyjc junior intro-ed her classmate. they gna have lesson tgt. first try at group tuition. im not too sure how it will turn out. oh i think too long never blog, my second student is in woodlands.

all for the sake of korea trip!! (:

recess week, we booked discussion room 1 on mon thur and fri. tues also gng back with ll to study in lib but not discussion room. wed's not confirmed yet but will have korean class at 6pm, after that shld be gng ALT!!!! (: hahahhaa. or dno before that. hmmm will see how, maybe before becos ll has to rush off for tuition after korean class.

still hvt post the CNY entry. argh.

addicted lol

2011-02-19T10:17:00.001+08:00

Their giggles killed me on the spot lol!!! And khun's "yi geo yi geo" after the giggle lolol!!!! <3

for those who are not familiar with 2pm, they're dancing to their song "I'll be back" and the doll dance they're doing their own individual parts. lol. poor doll dolls~~

CNY

2011-02-04T16:58:00.002+08:00

Excited for tmr. Cos clique is coming over for a mini "sports carnival" + steamboat dinner. (: Haha. Mich can't wait to swim!

新年新气象

2011-02-01T01:32:00.000+08:00

看上去很不錯的UI. Definitely classy. But i have to admit im not very used to this yet. Even including typing on my keyboard with a keyboard protector. haha.

父母總是為我提供他們能力範圍里所能及的，最好的給我。拿到我的Macbook Air，我的心情絕對是複雜的。我很明顯的，沒有live up to their expectations。總是惹他們生氣不說，還總是違背他們的意願。我交過的bf里沒有一個是他們點頭的，但我總是自以為是的走自己的。

不過人總是在成長中的。現在應該知道了，或者說知道的比較多了。

Happen to see something qte disturbing, and i really wonder what happen. 日久見人心還是人心善變？好可怕。又好噁心。

3rd Wkend

2011-01-30T11:43:00.004+08:00

Omg, so fast 3rd week is ending. 4th week, 5th...6th.. then midterm liaos?!!!!?!!

Anw, yestdy started a new tuition assignment at Tiong Bahru, the student is my junior in NYJC! And their class begin with............. 10XX now! (as compared to my batch, 07XX).. omg 3 years went past already? So fast!!!
She asked me if i want another student (of course!), likely her classmate, meaning, frm nyjc also! LOL. Gng there again on monday, hmmm!

You know this very split second that i made my decision not to drive to tuition (cos first time better dn be late, take mrt and walk, if not later cannot find carpark or whatever), and the very moment that tuition ended, the very moment, i hesitated cos i was a bit lost on my way back, the very moment i decided to run for the traffic light to cross the road and get to the platform in time for the train. and very decision to wait at this door, and went in, saw a seat and sat down. After a while i received a text msg frm Ari "Tesing" ... i was like, ??? what testing.. so i replied "Roger". LOL WTH, THEN SOMEBODY ELBOWED ME!!!! I was who the hell s that?! Dare to elbow me! Then, lol i heard a voice, "Eh!" It was Ari lor. Omgosh.

2011-01-25T23:52:00.000+08:00

Today is my free day! But went back to school with Mich (her free day too) in an attempt to do some work. AHA. qte a failure, i only managed to finish half of the tutorial qns.

Please! The stupid po, i think the whole registered mail thing is useless. Firstly you cannot tell them when to deliver, and they wont tell you when will they come. I can understand if they say we cannot instruct them on when to come, because they take their own routes and blabla. However, i think i would appreciate if they update, like over Korean Registered Mail website on the details like "14th Jan 18:22 Item handed over to Air Carrier", you know? like DATE AND TIME. Singapore one? The parcel has landed in Singapore on Sat, status written "22 Jan Item dispatched from registered mail section" and it has been so until now. NOW THAT I ALREADY MISSED THE PARCEL. I seriously miss Euasia (or sth like that) where i can track the very detail of the parcel like you even know when the postman is out on delivery for the day!

MEGA FAIL. Gonna trouble dad to send me to the po tmr to collect it personally BEFORE MY SCHOOL at 9am. I forsee myself being late for school. Sigh. But it's the engin mod (okay its not that engin, it's called Understanding How the Internet Works, sounds cool?).

Anw, I was saying i have another pressie from mich, ll, roger, darren, alex, benny and weehung in my previous entry right. Tdy i think the parcel arrived mich's house? She gave a teaser....

@michelle_cheah Michelle Cheah

teaser pic of @evelynhy's pressie! @triple_elle @rogerngkl http://twitpic.com/3t90bq

@evelynhy ❥ Evelyn Hu.

@michelle_cheah @triple_elle @rogerngkl omo?!?!

@rogerngkl Roger Ng

@michelle_cheah @evelynhy @michelle_cheah wah picnic mat so nice de ar.

@michelle_cheah Michelle Cheah

@rogerngkl @evelynhy @triple_elle yes one whole set! picnic mat, curtains, & table cloth!

After some studying in central library, 4 of us (mich ll roger & me) went ameen for dinner. i had sausage cabonara! hhehehe. fulfilling!

(okay, me and ll has found a new _ _. ll commented : NEVER SEE BEFORE LEH)

It was my birthday!

2011-01-23T23:17:00.003+08:00

It's my birthday on Sunday, 23rd January. ^_^
And darren's birthday was a few days ago, so we decided to celebrate tgt! Roger instructed us not to wish him on his birthday, and only told him they're celebrating for me. To give him a surprise!

went for picnic/potluck with the usuals! HAHA.

Okay photos yeah? we flew kite! (:

Oh, still got Alex (mom)'s home made Sanwiches, but he was a bit late.

Opening up my presnet #1,

#2 is still on the way to Mich's house and i still dont know what is it!!!

My lovely boys from Big Bang & 2PM

(I'm a Wonderful Hottest V.I.P, but i guess they see no point in buying me a girl group's file... HAHAHAH)

Reverse side of it. (:

First few attempts with two lousy kites that were easily torn.

Bought new kite! Green one!

Green one is our kite!!! otw to the top!

Oh our EC for the day also in the picture!

Oiiieee, kite leh?

Went into the water!!!!

Poor weehung lost to Darren in scissors papers stones, and need to go in and take. got scolded by the security lor! DARREN WAS WEARING SLIPPERS! while weehung was wearing SHOES. tsk tsk tsk.

Darren's attempt at photograhing, mich. hahaha.

Finally Benny arrived, so its time to cut cake. due to the wind, we didnt lit the candle.

yes we one year old k?

Thank you my dears!

Bday boy with the girls, why close eyes?

me with my girls.

Oh, Nachos also want a shot~ woof woof!!

Sooo kccccuuuuuute~

Me and the boys.

Posers............poser boys...

Okay lah, qte high, the green one at top right.

You may not believe it, after taking the photos, we went to fly kite, then came back to cut cake! HAHA.

Roger's secret surprise mission for his dearest Darren Quek.

Happy birthday!

Somebody think his leg very sexy.

With our presents! (:

Cards made by Mich~ talented hor! Pretty!!

Reverse side.

Alex taking polaroid photo for us!

admiring our polaroids. hahahaa

Group shot was qte a failure.. sian...

After dinner in bugis.

Thanks to those who remembered and wished me happy birthday! (:

xoxo.

many at one go

2011-01-19T21:54:00.000+08:00

I felt i've experienced SO MANY THINGS at same time just now, at few minutes before 5pm. 5pm is when add/drop/swap for tutorial will end, and officially end of balloting (unofficially, it will be time for us to manually beg departments for grace to get slots). At like 4.50pm, Mich said actually she is okay to switch to thur slot, so that our Tuesday can be kept free. Then the next 10min was kinda messy/chaotic. We were both outside using our iPhone. Not only kakao talk refused to function properly (kept on giving me network errors), then there is communication delays and etc. At last, the 10min was over, i felt relieved. Within that 10min, i used amazing speed to type while standing-by at the safari page. Then We realize that slot only has 1 vacancy left. WTH. Then Mich's network also couldnt load, to avoid clashes, she was double checking my timetable for archery as well. That was the most kanchiong 10min ever!

Also within the 10min, I met a friend frm jc, who i didnt expect to see around my neighbourhood at all! Such a coincidence! Then met this group of teenagers (saw his IC, S94XXXXXX) asking for donations, and minimum donation is $10, i told them if i could just make a donation without their "ticket" they said cannot. Sigh. And idk what got into me, (i usually donates, but it's alws not more than $5 so far), i just donated.

Came back home and thought to myself, since i can donate $10 to charity, why not buy myself something too? I was very hesitant about purchasing that few stamps and ink pads from gmarket, i know they're like redundant, but i just feel like buying and using them on my diary leh? So i went to buy. And i feel second round of urge is coming to me, to purchase the stickers..................... argh. and i still wanna buy the camera pouch. What is wrong with me seriously?

Okay, whatever it is, glad tmr is a free day. Phew~~~

New Year Resolutions

2011-01-18T13:36:00.000+08:00

Okay, i mentioned some already in first few posts for 2011. but im gna list some things down, though a little late, ONE MONTH is gna be gone JUST LIKE THIS ALREADY. -screams-

Sleep early. Before midnight. (Inspiration draw from Mich and you can say Huirong too)
Be consistent in school work. (SERIOUSLY!!!)
Get organized.
Adopt new interest/hobby (starting with archery this semester! BUT HOR, now like got timetable clash)
Learn cooking! (HOW OLD ALREADY STILL CANNOT COOK, REALLY WANNA MARRY CHIEF AH?)
Do not waste money on unnecessary things.
Know my limits and let others know it too. (Quite important i guess)
Whether or not i can visit Korea this year, improve my Korean (please!)
Get offline! Stop spending so much time on the net, doing time-wasting clicks. (I can just wander around gmarket and buy nth and whole day would be gone like that).
Make future plans. It's time to think for my future, because im definitely not young anymore.
Keep my room tidy. (I have this habit of piling up my notes on my table)
Keep to my skincare regime!!!! (I alws start off with excitement - after purchasing a new range/line of product, but alws fail to keep it. This year i bought Laneige's complete set, from cleanser to moisturizer. I hope i can keep to it and improve my skin conidition).

Okay that's it. Because i do not like the number 13.

2011-01-17T23:24:00.001+08:00

Okay i think from today onwards, i will not be titling each post. It's difficult to think up of a title lah!!!

Week 2 has started. Mich is back!

Initially decided to blog a little, but realize today there is nothing much worth blogging. Except that i sold another textbook (make it 4 textbooks now) and then the money didnt get to stay inside my wallet for long, and went out to this seller selling clothes at Central Forum's bazaar. LOL.

One _ _ spotted in library today. But totally cannot remember now. FAIL.

Okay end of today's 流水帐, saw yingxi posted this, in newsfeed (sorry really not into visiting others' profiles, and i get my update purely frm my newsfeed, then i block some people's updates lol so i actually only see a few updates??? okay nvm), and i actually find it qte interesting. so here it goes. You can exit my blog now if you hate wordy Chinese.

1、一个年轻人，如果三年的时间里，没有任何想法，他这一生，就基本这个样子，没有多大改变了。
2、成功者就是胆识加魄力，曾经在火车上听人谈起过温州人的成功，说了这么三个字，“胆子大”。这其实，就是胆识，而拿得起，放得下，就是魄力。
3、这个世界，有这么一小撮的人，打开报纸，是他们的消息，打开电视，是他们的消息，街头巷尾，议论的是他们的消息，仿佛世界是为他们准备的，他们能够呼风唤雨，无所不能。你的目标，应该是努力成为这一小撮人。
4、如果，你真的爱你的爸妈，爱你的女朋友，就好好的去奋斗，去拼搏吧，这样，你才有能力，有经济条件，有自由时间，去陪他们，去好好爱他们。
5、这个社会，是快鱼吃慢鱼，而不是慢鱼吃快鱼。
6、这个社会，是赢家通吃，输者一无所有，社会，永远都是只以成败论英雄。
7、如果你问周围朋友词语，如果十个人，九个人说不知道，那么，这是一个机遇，如果十个人，九个人都知道了，就是一个行业。
8、任何一个行业，一个市场，都是先来的有肉吃，后来的汤都没的喝。
9、这个世界上，一流的人才，可以把三流项目做成二流或更好，但是，三流人才，会把一流项目，做的还不如三流。
10、趁着年轻，多出去走走看看。读万卷书，不如行万里路，行万里路，不如阅人无数。
11、与人交往的时候，多听少说。这就是，上帝为什么给我们一个嘴巴两个耳朵的原因。
12、日常工作之外应当多注意自身修养的提高及自身技能的培训。随着计算机技术的广泛应用，为了不被社会所淘汰，就必须加强计算机技术的培训与提高。无论是企业培训还是个人培训都是不可或缺的.
13、不要装大，对于装大的人，最好的办法就是，捡块砖头，悄悄跟上去，一下子从背后放倒他。
14、不要随便说脏话，这会让别人觉得你没涵养，不大愿意和你交往。即使交往，也是敷衍。因为他内心认定你素质很差。
15、想要抽烟的时候，先问下周围的人可不可以，要学会尊重别人。少在女生面前耍酷抽烟，你不知道，其实她们内心很反感。
16、买衣服的时候，要自己去挑，不要让家人给你买，虽然你第一第二次买的都不怎么样，可是，你会慢慢有眼光的。
17、要想进步，就只有吸取教训，成功的经验都是歪曲的，成功了，想怎么说都可以，失败者没有发言权，可是，你可以通过他的事例反思，总结。教训，不仅要从自己身上吸取，还要从别人身上吸取。
18、学习，学习，再学习，有事没事，去书店看看书，关于管理，金融，营销，人际交往，未来趋势等这些，你能获得很多。这个社会竞争太激烈了，你不学习，就会被淘汰。中国2008底，有一百多万大学生找不到工作。竞争这么激烈，所以，一定要认识一点，大学毕业了，不是学习结束了，而是学习刚刚开始。还有，我个人推荐一个很好的视频节目，《谁来一起午餐》。
19、如果你不是歌手，不是画家，也不是玩行为艺术的，那么，请在平时注意你的衣着。现在这个社会，衣着能表现出你属于哪一个群体，哪一个圈子。
20、记住，平均每天看电视超过三个小时以上的，一定都是那些月收入不超过两千元的，如果你想要月收入超过两千，请不要把时间浪费在电视上。同样的道理，那些平均每天玩网络游戏或聊天超过三个小时以上的，也都是那些月收入不超过两千的。
21、因为穷人很多，并且穷人没有钱，所以，他们才会在网络上聊天抱怨，消磨时间。你有见过哪个企业老总或主管经理有事没事经常在QQ群里闲聊的？
22、无论你以后是不是从事销售部门，都看一下关于营销的书籍。因为，生活中，你处处都是在向别人推销展示你自己。
23、平时的时候，多和你的朋友沟通交流一下，不要等到需要朋友的帮助时，才想到要和他们联系，到了社会，你才会知道，能够认识一个真正的朋友，有多难?
24、如果你想知道自己将来的年收入如何。找你最经常来往的六个朋友，把他们的年收入加起来，除以六，就差不多是你的了。这个例子，可以充分的说明一点，物以类聚。
25、不要听信身边人的话，大一不谈恋爱，好的女孩子就被别人都挑走了。想想，刚上大一就耐不住寂寞，受不住诱惑，而去谈恋爱的女孩子，值得自己去追吗？大学里，可以有一场爱情，可是，不要固执地认为，刚上大一，就必须要谈恋爱。
26、记得，要做最后出牌的人，出让别人觉得出其不意的牌，在他们以为你要输掉的时候，这样，你才能赢得牌局。
27、关于爱情，有这么一句话，没有面包，怎么跳舞？无论什么时候，你决定去好好爱一个人的时候，一定要考虑给她你能给予的最好的物质生活。
28、给自己定一个五年的目标，然后，把它分解成一年一年，半年半年的，三个月的，一个月的。这样，你才能找到自己的目标和方向。
29、无论什么时候，记住尊严这两个字，做人是要有尊严，有原则，有底线的。否则，没有人会尊重你。
30、如果，我只能送你一句忠告，那就是，这个世界上没有免费的午餐，永远不要走捷径！

智慧凝集经典语录
１．女人如果因为觉得一个男生帅就跟嫁给他，这是好色；男生因为女生漂亮而娶她，是审美。
２.为什么你不要自傲和自卑？
你可以说自己是最好的，但不能说自己是全校最好的、全北京最好的、全国最好的、全世界最好的，所以你不必自傲；同样，你可以说自己是班级最差的，但你能证明自己是全校最差的吗？能证明自己是全国最差的吗？所以不必自卑。
３.年纪大了，人们看重不再是外表，不是你帅不帅，而是看你的内心的魅力：你的气魄、气概。
４.这个世界上有很多天才，天才是用来欣赏的，不是用来攀比的。
５.你说我是猪，不对，其实我连猪都不如。
很多人失去了快乐，是因为他太敏感了。别人一句话、一个评论就使自己生气一个月。这时非常无聊的。严重了就成了马家爵，因为别人不请自己吃饭就郁闷地要杀人。
６.要每天多努力一些，比别人多努力一个小时。
７.使这个世界灿烂的不是阳光，而是女生的微笑。（me : wow~~~)
8. 要引人敬意，就要研究一个非常专业的领域，在那个领域中，你是最顶尖的，至少是中国钱10名，这样无论任何时候你都有话说，有事情可作。我俞敏洪原来想成为中国研究英语的前100名，但后来发现根本不可能。所以我就背单词，用1年的时间背诵了一本英文词典，成为中国单词专家，现在我出版的红宝书系列：从初中到GRE词汇有十几本，年销量100万册，稿费比我正式工作都高的多。
9.大学生应该做的事情是：
（1）专业方面，成为中国前100名；
（2）人文方面，读500本书。
（3）英语。
10.如果你要引人注目，就要使得自己成为一棵树，傲立于大地之间；而不是做一颗草，你见过谁踩了一棵草，还抱歉地对草说：对不起？
11．学英语好比学鸟叫，你在树林里学鸟叫，当有四只鸟落在你肩上时，说明你过了英语四级，当有六只鸟落在你肩上时，说明你过了英语六级，当有许多鸟落在你肩上，说明你成了鸟人。
12．女人的温柔和男人的成就是成正比的。(me: didnt know this)
13、俞敏洪在《赢在中国》点评语录
蜗牛的壳是自己加上的。
既靠天，也靠地，还靠自己。
心平气和地接受失败。
做人要大方、大气，不放弃！
世界上没有绝对的公平，公平只在一个点上。
心中平，世界才会平。
学会给别人机会。
名次和荣誉，就像天上的云，不能躺进去，躺进去就跌下来了。名次和荣誉其实是道美丽的风景，只能欣赏。
只要出于同情心和面子做的事，几乎都会失败。
每条河流都有一个梦想：奔向大海。长江、黄河都奔向了大海，方式不一样。长江劈山开路，黄河迂回曲折，轨迹不一样。但都有一种水的精神。水在奔流的过程中，如果沉淀于泥沙，就永远见不到阳光了。
14、俞敏洪：人要像树一样活着
于《赢在中国》第三赛季36进12现场演讲
人的生活方式有两种，
第一种方式是像草一样活着，
你尽管活着，每年还在成长，
但是你毕竟是一棵草，
你吸收雨露阳光，
但是长不大。
人们可以踩过你，
但是人们不会因为你的痛苦，而他产生痛苦；
人们不会因为你被踩了，而来怜悯你，
因为人们本身就没有看到你。
所以我们每一个人，
都应该像树一样的成长，
即使我们现在什么都不是，
但是只要你有树的种子，
即使你被踩到泥土中间，
你依然能够吸收泥土的养分，
自己成长起来。
当你长成参天大树以后，
遥远的地方，人们就能看到你；
走近你，你能给人一片绿色。
活着是美丽的风景，
死了依然是栋梁之才，
活着死了都有用。
这就是我们每一个同学做人的标准和成长的标准。
马云经典语录：

1.当你成功的时候，你说的所有话都是真理。
2. 我永远相信只要永不放弃，我们还是有机会的。最后，我们还是坚信一点，这世界上只要有梦想，只要不断努力，只要不断学习，不管你长得如何，不管是这样，还是那样，男人的长相往往和他的的才华成反比。今天很残酷，明天更残酷，后天很美好，但绝对大部分是死在明天晚上(me: LMAO!!!!)，所以每个人不要放弃今天。
3.孙正义跟我有同一个观点，一个方案是一流的Idea加三流的实施；另外一个方案，一流的实施加三流的Idea，哪个好？我们俩同时选择一流的实施，三流的Idea。
4.我既要扔鞭炮，又要扔炸弹。扔鞭炮是为了吸引别人的注意，迷惑敌人；扔炸弹才是我真正的目的。不过，我可不会告诉你我什么时候扔鞭炮，什么时候扔炸弹。游戏就是要虚虚实实，这样才开心。如果你在游戏中感到很痛苦，那说明你的玩法选错了。
5.“其实，有的时候人的最大问题就在于他说的都是对的” 。
6.那些私下忠告我们，指出我们错误的人，才是真正的朋友。
7.我生平最高兴的，就是我答应帮助人家去做的事，自己不仅是完成了，而且比他们要求的做得更好，当完成这些信诺时，那种兴奋的感觉是难以形容的……
8.注重自己的名声，努力工作、与人为善、遵守诺言，这样对你们的事业非常有帮助。
9. 商业合作必须有三大前提:一是双方必须有可以合作的利益，二是必须有可以合作的意愿，三是双方必须有共享共荣的打算。此三者缺一不可。
10.服务是全世界最贵的产品，所以最佳的服务就是不要服务，最好的服务就是不需要服务.
11.永远不要跟别人比幸运，我从来没想过我比别人幸运，我也许比他们更有毅力，在最困难的时候，他们熬不住了，我可以多熬一秒钟、两秒钟。
12.今天到北大演讲心里特别激动。我一直把北大的学子当做我的偶像，一直考却考不进，所以我想如果有一天我一定要到北大当老师。
13.看见10只兔子，你到底抓哪一只？有些人一会儿抓这个兔子，一会儿抓那个兔子，最后可能一只也抓不住。CEO的主要任务不是寻找机会而是对机会说NO。机会太多，只能抓一个。我只能抓一只兔子，抓多了，什么都会丢掉.
14.我们公司是每半年一次评估，评下来，虽然你的工作很努力，也很出色，但你就是最后一个，非常对不起，你就得离开。
15.我们与竞争对手最大的区别就是我们知道他们要做什么，而他们不知道我们想做什么。我们想做什么，没有必要让所有人知道。
16.网络上面就一句话，光脚的永远不怕穿鞋的。
17.中国电子商务的人必须要站起来走路，而不是老是手拉手，老是手拉着手要完蛋。我是说阿里巴巴发现了金矿，那我们绝对不自己去挖，我们希望别人去挖，他挖了金矿给我一块就可以了。
18.我深信不疑我们的模式会赚钱的，亚马逊是世界上最长的河，8848是世界上最高的山，阿里巴巴是世界上最富有的宝藏。一个好的企业靠输血是活不久的，关键是自己造血。
19.我为什么能活下来？第一是由于我没有钱，第二是我对INTERNET一点不懂，第三是我想得像傻瓜一样。
20.发令枪一响，你是没时间看你的对手是怎么跑的。只有明天是我们的竞争对手。
21.如果早起的那只鸟没有吃到虫子，那就会被别的鸟吃掉。
22.听说过捕龙虾富的，没听说过捕鲸富的。
23.好的东西往往都是很难描述的。
24.在我看来有三种人，生意人：创造钱;商人：有所为，有所不为。企业家：为社会承担责任。企业家应该为社会创造环境。企业家必须要有创新的精神。
25.一个公司在两种情况下最容易犯错误，第一是有太多的钱的时候，第二是面对太多的机会，一个ＣＥＯ看到的不应该是机会，因为机会无处不在，一个ＣＥＯ更应该看到灾难，并把灾难扼杀在摇篮里。

牛根生经典语录：

1.小胜凭智，大胜靠德。
2.有干劲，你就洒下汗水；有知识，你就献出智慧；二者都不具备，请你让出岗位。
3.城市多喝一杯奶，农村致富一家人。
4.财散人聚，财聚人散。
5.一个产品，抓眼球，揪耳朵，都不如暖人心。
6.一个人智力有问题，是次品；一个人的灵魂有问题，就是危险品。经营人心就是经营事业。
7.好心态才有好状态。
8.帮助别人，但不伤害别人。
9.要想知道，打个颠倒。
10.从无到有，是件快乐的事。而从有到无，同样是种快感。
11.产品市场是亿万公民，资本市场是千万股民，原料市场是百万农民。
12.让认识你的人受益，还不能算好；让不认识你的人也受益，那才是真好。
13.吃亏吃到再也吃不进的时候，就不会吃亏了。苦多了，甜就大了。
14.想赢个三回两回，三年五年，有点智商就行；想做个百年老店，想一辈子赢，没有德商绝对不行。
15.学得辛苦，做得舒服；学得舒服，做得辛苦。
16.产品等于人品，质量就是生命。
17.看别人不顺眼，首先是自己修养不够。
18.从最不满意的客户身上，学到的东西最多。
19.管理是严肃的爱。
20.经营企业就是经营人心。
21.人不能把金钱带入坟墓，但金钱却可以把人带入坟墓。
22.一个人快乐不是因为他拥有得多，而是因为计较得少。
23.一个事业能不能成功，关键靠制度设计。
24.别人从零起步，而我从负数起步。
25.听不到奉承的人是一种幸运，听不到批评的人却是一种危险。
26.善待每一头牛，因为它们都是母亲。
27.布局决定结局。
28.世界上还有很多事情，只要你把它做透了，做成专家，你就能够为自己创造成功的机会。
29.会说话的产品卖得快，哑巴产品走得慢。
30.你如果拿五分的力量跟别人较劲，别人会拿出十二分的力量跟你较劲。

somemore quote,

1. 90%的困难你现在想都没有想到，你都不知道那是困难。
2。团队核心成员有人要提出辞职时，不要挽留，既然提出了，他迟早是要走的。
3。如果没有价格上的优势与技术上的绝对优势，千万不要进入红海市场，否则你会必输无疑！
4。做连锁经营业务，一定要做一套傻瓜版的营销手册与管理手册，只有这样，才能实现远距离的管理。
5。做成功一个店之后离你大的成功就不远了，所以你首先就是脚踏实地、集中精力地先做出一家，也是要放弃掉连锁的这种，不要在将来如何做连锁方面做太多的梦，先脚踏实地做出第一家。
6。做全国性市场，一定要先做一个试销市场，要一点点来，快不得；做成了，真到做全国市场时，要快半步，慢不得！
7。初中水平跟博士后没啥区别。只要能干就行，我一直是这个观点，不在乎学历，只要能干能做出贡献就行。
8。作为我们曾经失败过，至少有过失败经历的人，应该经常从里面学点东西。人在成功的时候是学不到东西的，人在顺境的时候，在成功的时候，沉不下心来，总结的东西自然是很虚的东西。只有失败的时候，总结的教训才是深刻的，才是真的。
9.对过去成功的经验再好好总结总结，尤其是对失败的教训，下半夜夜深人静的时候你仔细想一想。反正睡觉也想，想一想实际上对你有很大收获比你看书更有用。因为有的书离你远，那是看自己过去写的东西。
10。最痛苦的时候，压力最大的时候，脑子里面只有一件事儿的时候，我把全国分公司经理招到荒山脚下北大门那个地方，招待所里面，然后在那个地方闭门开批判会。大家批判我，批判了三天三夜，我觉得那个就很有用。
11。要改变消费者固有的想法，比登太阳还难；但不是不可能的。
12。现在的时代，战略正确之后细节决定因素，有很多细节处理不好，你的战略正确了也会失败。
13。不要只看塔尖，二三线市场比一线的更大。
14。管理无情，人有情。
15。所谓人才，就是你交给他一件事情，他做成了；你再交给他一件事情，他又做成了。

Week 1 is over

2011-01-16T15:18:00.001+08:00

Recieved another early gift. from jia this time round. its a very chio Polaroid camera bag!!! Wah she really knows me well!! ^_^ so happy!

we met up in bugis and wanted to try our luck at Ah Loy Thai. But sian, the queue is stopped at the person in front of us. We're the first one he said "sorry another day can?" GRRRRRRRRRRRRR. so we ended up in alt (hahahaha sian short for ah loy thai is also alt) thai food restuarant, Porn's. As many of you shld alrdy known, Pornsak opened it. It was my second time gng there. And okay, saw him again. with his partner. Then jj was saying her mom likes him in MediaCorp shows. hahahaha.

After that we went to bugis street to walk walk. WAH 几百年没有去那里了。bought a pair of flats and a top. for $25.. hmmm i think qte worth it lah. HAHAHAHAA. No income still wanna shop. DIE. and yeah still lazy to start with tuitions. I think last sem worked too hard? Now super sian about starting tuition alrdy. Okay lah, cannot say totally no income, rmb that one day me and huirong worked for some cruise company? the pay is finally here, and, nuffnang finally gna give me my cheque. SINCE MAY LAST YEAR. They say i got the instruction wrong, i cannot reply to their email asking for my real name, i need to email (New Email) their helpdesk. I think my english is certainly not super pro but ALSO NOT SO BAD UNTIL CANNOT UNDERSTAND BAH???

Anyhow, just give me my money. yes. hmmm. maybe i shld really get out of holiday mood, its time for school, and work. Better wake up before its too late.

2011-01-13T23:05:00.001+08:00

Today is another off day. Woke up 3 times, and Zzzz-ed right back. NNNNIIIICCCCEEEE! hehehe. i think once i woke up and realized i was smiling/laughing. But i couldnt remember the dream. lol!

Afterwards, went jp to meet tz for lunch. Then shopped around abit, tz tried to get the soft toys but ended up wasting around $5. I really wanted that rabbit hahaha. okay nvm. Gotten my first birthday present this year from him.

Then we went to watch Love & Other Drugs. It's qte a touching story, but somehow i feel it's qte unrealistic just like all others. I still feel, there is no such thing as irreplaceable. /shrugs.

Tmr is the 8am lecture!!! OMO~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Second (school) day of Week 1

2011-01-12T23:45:00.000+08:00

Had second day of SCHOOL tdy. Hmmm. Still slack slack.

As you can see, im trying to blog everyday. I really feel, if i don't blog, i will not remember things that i want to remember.

Today oppa made a surprise call when we were chatting on msn! Hahaha i was really caught by surprise! This is the second time we've spoken on the phone ever since he called me when he was in Changi Airport for transit. Haha. This time we exchanged a few mini conversations in Korean! ^_^ and oppa said im a fast learner and my pronunciation is good. Before the call, he said i just need 2 years to master the language. But after hearing from me, he said "i think you dont need 2 years, 1mth stay in korea is enough for you!" Weeeeeeeeeeheeee. Okay maybe exaggerated, but im still happy! ^_^

Nothing much else. Still looking around for. _ _s. HEHEHEHEHE, to make my school life more interesting.

Oh yes, i ordered my planner/diary/organizer from gmarket, and unfortunately, it has tears, the seller was super professional to do follow up emails + calls!!! He offered to send me a new one for free. I feel bad, because obviously it's not his fault. ):
After some thought, i decided to order from him again, some other things and he could attach the new planner with it, so at least he wont make too much loss (like pay for postage).

That's about it for now. Good night!

Second day of Week 1

2011-01-11T16:21:00.000+08:00

School hasn't really started has it? I feel im still in holiday. Woke up at 9am and fell right back to sleep the very same moment. LOL. It's weird that, im not earning (0 income now) but i still want to shop. When obviously need to save up for holiday trips coming summer. Hmmm. And yknow what, feel reluctant to start any tuition. o.O

hais. so chill. so slack. so nice. school, don't start can?

Tmr is first day of school

2011-01-09T23:38:00.000+08:00

Oh i feel like a pre-U student writing this. Because somehow i feel, when we step into uni, holiday and school days are not so defined anymore?

Anw, tdy went back bukit panjang, becos mom noticed alot of bills and letters are missing. So we went back to check our letterbox (we asked the korean family to inform us if there are letters for us, but apparently they didnt rly get that?). There were HUGE STACK of letters. Like the letterbox is almost left with NO SPACE liao!!

After that went bp plaza! saw qte a few changes. and then to greenridge shopping centre, then bangkit there. lol. machiam a tour back our old living estate. then, last stop was Jurong Point. Surprisingly bought qte a few things here and there. Okay, im happy!

Just bought some hair accessories from gmarket too. It's sooooooooooooooo cheappppppp. Okay.

Nth much to blog actly, just that this sem, i have one 8am lecture on friday, im somehow not very prepared for that..................... Other than that, the rest are qte okay i guess?

Hope this sem will be a good one. GBM.

Round up 2010 and Start off 2011

2011-01-06T21:43:00.005+08:00

Okay start with today first. Went National Museum of Singapore with wl. Ahahaha. Forced (gently) by me. But I THINK he enjoyed himself there pretty much as me? I mean indeed qte interesting leh. ^^

Pompeii was a prosperous town that's so modernized that they had fastfood, casinos and all like present days. Its difficult to image with their era of techonology, they were living like us somehow.

I visited Pompeii in 2008, it was the first stop of my Europe tour with my parents. it left strong impression in me since then. But maybe due to all the spaces needed to memo for exams, i actly dn remember most of the things tour guides (we had two guides, local one and our singaporean one). But today's trip brought back qte a bit of memories. I remembered some of the things i once forgotten! (:

All in all, Pompeii is a very advanced town!

When watching the mini 3D film, i was thinking why the people didnt escape? They had the chance to. Came back home and asked my dad. My dad said cos the people didnt expect it to be so deadly. They thought hiding indoor was safe enough. Little did they know that the lava and ashes was so thick (at least 4m thick) and toxic that their fate was no longer theirs to control.

That feeling must be ........... idk how to even describe it? Even home isn't safe too. ):

After museum, i decided to have korean bbq for lunch, so brought wl over to Outram. TCM doc says during medication no BBQ food, no eggs, no cold drink, no fruits, no tea, no this no that, i think i dn have to eat liao lor! So before i start my medication (1st intake was after dinner), i had my last BBQ haha. As usual, ordered pork and chicken meat, AND KIMCHI PANCAKE x2!! But we couldnt finish it, so packed home. Then we walked to Chinatown to order Koi. Like a habit everytime? Hmmm. After that he accompanied me to go to this TCM shop in Chinatown to get the ... TCM.. yucks. Let you have a look...

): It's bitter and sour at same time. Yucky max. I forgot how long i'll need to drink these. Btw, im not sick, my dad just feel im weak and i dont grow fat. 此为健脾中药...

Anw had a nice day with wl. ^_^ Kimchi pancake yay! hahaha. Thanks for helping carry whole BIG bag of TCM and wait for my train with me. Have alws enjoyed time with him. (:

Due to the rain, my shoes were wet, so told Ari that we will meet another day (supposed to meet him for dinner) and headed home.

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Gotten all my mods for this sem alrdy. Similar to last sem, having a 3-day work week. 3 econs mod, 1 chi mod and 1 sci gem.

5mods, 4 exams and 1 of the 4 is open book. Argh hope i can do well and pull my CAP up. ):

This sem, unlike last one, will be having 4 mods same as mich (last sem we have NONE!!), 3 mods same as LL. I'm HAPPY! Oh not that weehung is not a good company last sem okay! Weehung IF you're reading this! Haha, thanks for last sem's encouragement and help and all. Thanks to you that i dont have to eat / go lectures/tutorials alone! (we shared 4 same mods last sem).

This sem's modern lit, require us to .... act out a scene from one of our texts. ZOMG!! Indeed a level 3 mod. ): Hope i will do fine.

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Recap 2010, i feel it just went by so quickly, that i didnt have the time to respond. Nth much happened except that i broke up with my ex bf. Everything else stayed pretty much the same. After which, i engaged in a lot of self discovering activities. Okay i cannot say activities, but just a lot of soul searching, and i learn to appreciate myself more, went on to do things that i once wouldn't do, call it stepping out of comfort zone(actly nth much also lah hahaha)? Gotten a lot more time to myself and also my friends too, so basically last semester was qte a chillax one. By spending time with myself and friends, i suddenly found back the self that that's able to shake off the habit i gradually picked up over the course of the r/s, its not him but somehow i felt i wasn't living for myself, worse he wouldn't seen it as i was doing for him. It's not him though, everyone has this problem, we couldn't see in other ppl's perspective, or not well enough. Anw, together with my friends, i was able to move on. And i was relieved that letting go was the best choice, that i felt free. Although sometimes it was difficult, who wouldn't after being in a r/s for 1 year plus right, even if it was a burdened one. There was this habit that was qte difficult to shake off at first. But i think eventually i was able to put it down, leave it there, and seal it as a precious memory of mine. As time goes by, i will only keep the good memories and the bad ones will be forgotten. I will not think about things that might hurt me, about the front that was being put up which no matter how minimal - portrayed me in a bad light. I will not want to remember things that would make me frown upon him. I've learnt to forgive and forget, thanks to my friends who are constantly by my side. I was made to believe it was the best choice for me, even if it isn't. And i think i became happier afterward. Remember i was being asked why treatment to my friends was better sometimes? Maybe i already had this feeling, i knew who is here to stay, or at least will be staying longer. But anw no matter what, friends are very precious to me and i know that when others come and go, they will be here to stay.Overall, i did not regret about the r/s but, I am not grateful either. I just hope the things i've learnt will serve me well in my future journey in life.

My parents. They went through a lot too. Mom was there with me during my post break up period too, when she saw me in such burdened state, i could see the worry in her eyes as we talked through webcam. Dad has alws been against the r/s, but when we really broke up, to my surprise, he did not "rejoice". He was quietly supporting me as a father in his own way. He told me, as parents, they will alws want to protect their child, from anything that they could and they are more than willing to take the pain that has fell onto their child. But sometimes, all they could do is just watching over me. They cannot share the pain, and i will have to deal with it myself. He also talked to me about things, teach me values in life's journey. Believe me that his reason of objection sounded really old fashioned, but there is really certain level of truths in them. I'm glad that i had this indirect support from him. Although we still quarrel, but i know he is trying to accommodate me, because im his precious one. And you know what, i just feel safe when im with my parents, i feel so protected that nothing, NOTHING in the world could ever hurt me because there are there by my side. This was also the reason that i wouldnt go against my dad openly even if he is being unreasonable, SOMETIMES.

Teachers, although graduated back in 2008. I didnt go back to visit my teachers in 2009. Last year, i returned. And my chi teacher and form teacher shared with me some wisdom. I'm really grateful for their words. Im thankful that they see me as a little friend too. Advices from Mr Ng helped me too. And i believe he is inspiring as cliche as this may sound.

The two year end trips to Macau/HK and Penang was a great self discovery, i've fell in love with traveling and hope to travel again soon. And strangely enough, the two trips are the thing that made me feel more confident. I felt more independent as i went overseas with friends without the care of my parents. And i discovered myself a little more during the trips too.

Lastly, i would like to give myself a big pat on the shoulder. There was this saying, you never knew how strong you are until you have no choice but to be strong. I cannot say i was struck by some greatest tragedy of the century but the hurt/burden i felt was no joke at all. I've done well. I've picked myself up, i've learnt to give myself time and find out more about myself, i didnt let myself go in the bad direction. Besides family, friends, i think i myself have done well too. Like what my dad said to me, no one could help me except myself.

For the new year, i will need to use this on my studies. No one could help me, except myself. Let 2011 be a good year ahead. New year wish.... i want to be contented everyday.

Dream High

2011-01-05T21:21:00.002+08:00

Watch Dream High with English Subs here.

Penang

2011-01-04T23:50:00.005+08:00

Okay, I will begin with the easier one. My Penang trip, the further i drag, the more difficult it will be for me to recall things i've done. ):
I think you guys dn have to wait for my Macau/HK trip entry liao lor. ):

I dont know if this post can be loaded properly, cos there are A LOT of photos. But its all in sequence. And sometimes you see more me than others. =p

Daddy sent four of us (me, qianqian, yuyu and jiayee) over to Terminal 1 at freaking 4plus am! There we had our hearty breakfast. No photos cos we were busy doing catching up ^^

Checked in and waiting to board!

Nice shot right yuyu managed to get everybody inside! Or maybe its her powerful camera!

And upon landing, as we got off the plane, i saw this. so anti-climax. FASS!

Anw, our first stop was of course our hotel and very nicely, our rooms were alrdy available at like 9am? Yes~ so we put our bags in our rooms and ready to set off for our first stop.This is the lobby of our hotel. Cititel Hotel. Located in Jalan Penang.

Kek Lok Si. 极乐寺. Jingqi recommended me the laksa. So.....we went to try it, taxi uncle pointed and said it's the famous one. so we ordered five bowls.

After eating a relative early lunch, we set off to Kek Lok Si, need to climb one okay! Okay, let's go~ There are stalls along the way selling local specialties and also tshirts, and all sorts of things actly! Like night market!

Also there is this pond where ALOT of turtles lived. they are all super big sized. You can purchase some "food"(grass?) to feed them at 1RM. Jiayee frowned upon these giant turtle, actly yes abit gross. haha.

Moving on...half way through at 半山腰...

Then there is this tram that fetch you up to the top.

This is a sitting bench, they have all 12 zodiac i think!

so cute right they have disney cartoons!

looks like 世外桃源.

i want to 上镜~~~ *trying hard* at the back.

while yuyu's like "yes yes? what you doing?"

Giant Kuanyin...

After which we went down by the tram and went to have a drink at this stall by a family. the daughters are really friendly and answered to our queries about how and where to go.
they took a quanjiafu for us.

We took bus back to where our hotel was near, Komtar and had an early dinner at the food court there.

after some jalanjalan, we went back to hotel by, trishaw! As you can see, it's qte a thrillig ride cos the uncle just anyhow cut the roads as if he owns them. And also, it's like we were alws going AGAINST the traffic!

Afterwhich, we were so tired, so we decided to take a rest, which turned out to a nap frm 6pm to 8pm or so.

then we set off to nearby areas for dinner. ^^

That's all for DAY 1. ^_^

Day 2, we had breakfast at hotel, very nice breakfast i must say! i love their butter! hahahaa

We chillax-ed for 30min in the room before setting off, and laughed at some tv music shows!! it was amusing!
Then we set off for some brief shopping at Gurney Plaza. Which is along the coast line. We had our lunch at A&W there. Afterwards, we came out and took photos by the sea line. ^^

AND NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. READY FOR THE PARASAILING PHOTOS OF ME, JIAYEE & ZHIYIN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"if you pull wrongly, you will end up on the trees.."

"hold at this position"

me: "are you ready?"

Backgroud music: G-Dragon & T.O.P's -HIGH HIGH.

"High, high, im so high. High, high, in the sky~~~"

It looks as if we were going to land in water! Lol. We jst landed at the wet sand area. My shorts were wet though, that explains why i bought and changed into a white dress later on (see photos for Hard Rock Cafe)

I'm back! (:

jy didnt take off the gears cos she was going for second round with zhiyin!

their turn!

Let's divert a bit back to the land/beach/sand, there are horses plying along the beach! They dont smell, that kinda surprised me.

all back now!

End of our parasailing experience!

EVERYONE, 留下过路费!

(zhiyin like bowing to me HAHAHAHA, in actual fact she is swiping sand off her)

my newly bought maxi dress, cos my shorts was wet. Bought it for S$14.8! where is zhiyin?

Unfortunately, Hard Rock Cafe was FULLY BOOKED. So we were left with no choice but to have our dinner elsewhere. Which is a food centre where we found amazingly delicious char kway t....TIAO (idk how to spell lah)! Its nearby the night market which we walked through afterwards.

After the shopping at night market, we went back hotel by cab. (: That's the end of day 2.

Day 3 started with breakfast as the day before, deposited our bags with the belle. And due to the fact that we have a 5pm flight to catch, we need to be back in hotel to wait for the transportation at 2.30pm. So we decided to just walk around Komtar again. We walked by the route that trishaw uncle cycled us. There were alot of nostalgic sceneries/buildings along the way.

Thats my newly bought cardigan at Gurney Plaza the day before,

it's actly Men's wear. Ahaha. Size S of course.

The hairband too. (: That's girls' stuff.

had some drinks at Secret Recipe.

Back to hotel lobby.

Okay. Thats the end. Phew~

Very long post with...................LOT of photos yes i know! But thats rly the whole trip!

Credits to all the photo albums, you can click to view all the photos from our trip!

From:

Yuyu's camera

Qianqian's camera ONE & TWO

My camera

(actly there s still jy's camera, she hasnt uploaded the photos yet. will edit in the link when they're up)

New Year Resolutions

2011-01-02T22:50:00.000+08:00

New year resolutions?

Ahaha. Actly every beginning of the year, i will full of energy and have this "i must do well" thinking. It usually fades when feb or mar sets in. Hahahaha. FAIL.

But now i really like to make a few wishes for the new year. Firstly, hope my studies will be good. Secondly, i really hope to find sth that i will be passionate about. I've none. You may say what about your korean stuffs, but it's just a pastime, not really sth im passionate about. Maybe traveling? Because i realize i like to travel after this dec's two holiday trips. At first i thought i loved hk so much that i dont wanna come back. But after the Penang trip, i realized i just like to travel, i think partly because can totally relax during the trips and really care about nothing (except expenses maybe).

Next travel target is Taiwan or South Korea. OR BOTH. I think i will need to save up money for that. Because i like to keep my bank account balance the same. The recent two trips has depleted my account by 1/3. And i feel thats the minimum i will want my balance to have. So now, tuitions! Remembered this aunty who was my neighbour. She asked me to tutor her daughter. I dn really like this job firstly its primary school, secondly im not very sure about math. thirdly, i cannot help but admit that im not too fond of the aunty. Very busybody and annoying. somehow feel her EQ kinda low too. 连和晚辈都不会做人. I feel so reluctant to contact her.

Had usual countdown in Zhiyin s hse. And this time round everybody brought their spouses. hahaha. very very re nao~~~ Love the atmosphere i gotta say. Too bad i dn have someone to bring but its okay! enjoyed myself anw. afterwhich we didnt stayover so drove home after that. it was my first time driving to woodlands(drop yuyu and bf). We took PIE , BKE and when gng back to jurong west area(drop qianqian and bf), i cut thru bukit panjang cos im not very familiar with the KJE. So finally reached home at about 3am? And yknow what, i happily left my phone in the car. =.= Luckily i've not taken the lift up yet.

So yeap 2011 is here and i somehow cant wait for the year to unfold, i want to see whats for me.

Okay i think my new year resolution shld be finish the Macau/HK and Penang entries lol!!!

Lazy to blog

2010-12-26T20:21:00.000+08:00

I realized now, doing up nice posts are my dreams liao. So lazy to blog. I started off with the macau/hk trip entry but it has been remain at day 1 in macau since then. LAZY. lol....

Alright, now im packing again, for my flight tmr at 7am. Needa reach Terminal 1 at like 5am. !!! But it's our first trip tgt! Say Yay~ ^^

fs anon: yea...~ lol.

senado square

2010-12-13T20:14:00.001+08:00

wrote this when at Starbucks: (why tumblr doesn't work?)
Came to macau main island tdy! at senado square now. it's like notre dame. everywhere looks so Rome-y/ Paris-y. somehow remind me of my Europe trip. Gna go back there someday! :)

we climbed all the way to the top thru this super super steep slope after walking thru some shopping belt somehow equivalent to orchard road?

Portuguese egg tarts are heaven heaven heaven! oh how? I want to eat it again. though just finished eating! now we're resting here, to wait out our tired feet and then walk to even more shops later on! unfortunately there s no wireless here at Starbucks. okay there is but we cant tag into it, gotta pay! :(

seems like branded make ups are cheaper here. shld buy? or not? which brand t buy? every brand is saying such a good thing about themselves. so difficult t decide! lol!

okay gng back t the Venetian now. ^^ what shld we eat?? sushi perhaps and then back t bobo tea t use internet. haha.

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back here at the Venetian now. :) biotherm and fancl here is cheaper than Sg by qte a bit leh!

to fs anon: Yea you're not, I know that. :)

Almost ready

2010-12-11T18:47:00.000+08:00

My face is all red now! After facial.

All's packed. And off i will go soon. I'm gna 杀它个片甲不留！ I've given myself a Green light for SPENDING this time round.

to that formspring anon i was talking about previously:
Yeap. In fact seen you before; in NUS somemore.

Anw. Lazy to answer all the qns. gna pick and answer if i feel like. Maybe when im bored in a HK shopping mall or sth! AHA! (yes formsping has an iPhone app, called Spring) ^^

Cycling @ ECP

2010-12-10T12:22:00.000+08:00

Okay gna blog before heading out!
(btw, i tumblr now too and probably will tumblr instead of blogging here during my trip to Macau/HK cos Tumblr has an iPhone app. (:
If you have iPhone/Android phone, please download Skype (find me at hy.evelyn) AND download Kakao Talk" (find me at my number or userid "evelynhy") So we could still contact each other when im overseas!)

Okay so back to yestdy. MRT-ed to Serangoon cos it will be a big hassle to go to ECP directly. Mich and Miah drove us to ECP. Hoho, at the back we were squeezing like dno what!

Rented singles and we immediately started our cycling venture. Somehow achieved some equivalent sensation as driving?! Idk. Used to driving and went to check blind spot before turning, and i grabbed my brake in attempt to signal! YEA SIGNAL MY HEAD. =.= It was a good day cos mich know how to cycle now! ^^ Congratz once again to michiemee!

After which, we went waraku for dinner. And played it again, whoever lose will need to eat up the leftover food. Ewww. This time round it's my leftover Pork Cutlet Curry Rice. Ewwww. I felt so bad lah. But okay in the end nobody kena except myself! After dinner, went to play bowling. First attempt in arcade failed, cos we realized there's nth much to play!

Are you ready for me? Macau and Hong Kong? ^_^ cos im coming like ... in hours time?

why play this game

2010-12-09T00:36:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time since i last blogged properly. haha. Getting lazy. My bad.

I officially finished my exams on last day of November. That wrapped up my Year 2 Sem 2 in NUS. Argh. What a relief. But the next day, MPE (module preference exercise) opened for us to indicated our preferred modules for next sem. Hais. Sometimes, we don't have break. ):

After that, last sunday, qte last minute-ly, went to work a temporary one day job with rongege. Woke up at 5am. Shared a cab with this guy to Vivo and worked for this cruise called Diamond Princess. Stood for around 10hrs, directing crowd to their respective colour coded luggage belts; smiling and blabla. =.= Instructions were so unclear. It was qte an chaos cos the some luggages went missing, mixed up or misplaced. First time see such an inefficiency. 10hrs, for a pay that i could earn in 2hrs sitting down. Guess will really have to think twice next time. But really round of applause to me and rongege, we stayed till the end!

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got a new addiction! How Dare You by Sistar!

언젠가 갚아줄거야 내 상처 모두 다

나 정말 화가 나 왜 자꾸 가지고 놀아
진짜 미칠 것 같아
나 진짜 화가 나 넌 아직 사랑을 몰라
Baby 속이 터져 눈물이 흐르네, yeah

Keep our head up, cos we're mighty sistar; you just blow your chance, im sorry sorry mister.

The girl in red is Hyolyn, amazing! She can sing so well LIVE!

To that anonymous person on formspring:
i dont know if you know that i know who you are, you know?
too many hints.

10hrs of standing

2010-12-06T22:26:00.002+08:00

So received a text frm rongege just a day before Sunday. To work on sunday. We didnt even know whats our responsibility. So lame. Just know its "direct crowd and write baggage tags" But that was not it.

Waking up at 5am is no joke. I've not been waking up this early for the longest time? Even during exams or when i was in jc, earliest was 5.30am okay! LOL. So got ready in 30min and went downstairs to wait for a guy with a cab...... We reached habourfront before 6am. We were told to reach at 6am, but the rest (the coordinator himself didnt reach until a while later).

After which, we stood inside the custom area and directed all those angmohs who came frm a cruise called Diamond Princess to their respective luggage belts (colour coded). Instruction was so poorly given - we were told, to attend to angmohs. Hello, what about those others who are on board the cruise also right. We couldnt tell, cos the crowd was huge. And we didnt really know we were working for the custom OR the cruise company so end up we directed all the angmohs that went through us. Those not frm Diamond Princess.

It was a big chaos! A lot of them complained and after standing there for hours since 7.30am, we were transported to F1 Pit Building to assist in the process of (again) directing them to respective coaches.

被省略掉的entry

2010-12-04T01:43:00.002+08:00

I've decided against it. As voted.

(Reference: my own diary. Entry of the same date -- this is for myself to read back next time hehe )

(:

Anw, watching Khuntoria really melts me every second...milisecond... I hope the season will never end... .......

Newest Addiction

2010-11-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

MV

Live Perf:

Im sorry Noah & Naomi's garden benches

2010-11-20T13:14:00.002+08:00

Micro I is one mod this sem that i hope i can use to pull up my CAP.

Now, my dream is shattered.

Friendship

2010-11-11T01:32:00.001+08:00

Met up with WL for dinner over at IMM. It's been a long time. I wonder how did we become how we are today. But i'm grateful, that we're how we're today.

There were times when i needed someone. Although not 100% everytime, but im glad, sometimes, wl's alws there.

I like it we can discuss about kpop tgt. Exchange our obsessions.
I like it we can discuss about r/s(any kind, more like r/s with other ppl) problems, we laugh at each other, and sometimes try to help each other.
I like it we can rly be ourselves without worrying about scaring the other party away. Being in our own skin.
I like it we can just casually meet up for a meal just like that.
I like it we we can just thick-skin-ly ask each other for a favour without feeling paiseh, cos we know, the other party actly wont mind.
I like it when others are complicated, ours are simple. (:

I treasure this kind of friendship. I hope nth destroy this. But idk. Maybe one day things may change. When we move on to different stage of life. When we get to know different ppl, when we ourselves change. Better or worse, who knows. Change is a scary thing. I know i have to accept this fact that people just come and go, some stay longer some stay shorter.

Pepper Lunch for dinner. LOL.
Good meal, and then we went Daiso and Giant to shop abit. Then sat in the car, chatted for sometime before heading off. Sent wl to the mrt taxi stand even though i have to make a big detour back. Cos one, wl's thick skin and asked me to send until there, two, recently, its rly not very safe. ):

2010-11-09T18:35:00.002+08:00

They all survived. Why didnt we?

It's November

2010-11-02T07:32:00.001+08:00

This year is coming to an end real soon. It's so fast omg.

Actly nth much to blog about i guess. Feel lazy. Haha.

Celebrated Halloween at Night Safari with the uni clique. AHA. SO FUN~

Till i blog again! Kthxbye!

Aquarius are easy to be friends with. They are honest about who they are。
As an #Aquarius rising you want to see the best in everyone. The future for the world is always brighter in your mind
As an #Aquarius rising your biggest hope for humanity would be peace and happiness; you are so noble-minded

Alex's Birthday @ Bistro 103

2010-10-18T22:51:00.003+08:00

Okay this is actly last Friday. My updates kinda jumped. Alright, it was atengteng (Alex Teng)'s birthday last wed and we decided to celebrate for him on Friday at Bistro 103 (103 Pasir Panjang Road).

Everything was qte impromptu! Or so i felt. Cos goodness i forgot my EC2374 tutorial is odd week or even week and thought there was no tutorial on friday until weehung told me there is! So instead of dismissing at 12nn, i have to go for tutorial at 1200 - 1345. ):

Initial plan was, i will go home at 12nn, and sleep, and go NUS pick up LL(study in library and type report) and Roger(hiphop class). But now....im ending later...same time as LL! Her last and final decision was to come along with to my house cos i wld be driving down. Met her for lunch, which Roger and Alden also came. Plan was still the same just that now LL wld be following me around rather than stay in school. But, when Alex came to look for us , everything changed. He suggested movie at Vivo. LL second-ed that. I kinda think its a good idea too. But now problem is Roger, if we go vivo now, then... he s gna go down himself. Thn he said he doesnt mind skipping hiphop class. Onzzz. Off we go. 3 of them followed me home! SO IMPROMPTU. But missed the chance to see wl (yjc wl). Received a call from him when we were alrdy at bus stop waiting for bus. He came NUS to look for his friend but that friend s still having meeting or sth. (Good siah, this week ntu recess week!) Such a long time didnt see him. Thn he alws so random. LOL. Hope to meet up with him soon. Anw, first few visitors to my hse! (after i've moved)

LL helped me picked my top, and I matched the rest of my outfit for the day. We lazed around a little bit and set off for Jurong Point. (: Where we planned to stay for 1hr. So we torn two 50cents coupon. However, we only stayed for around 30min or so. Roger was the only who managed to "shop" as in he went to try jeans lol! And the 3 of us waiting outside. Courtesy of LL's Samsung Galaxy S.

hahaha.. then mich called and so we went off. The journey to Bistro 103 frm Jurong Point was during peak hour. The traffic at Jurong Point was qte bad. Had to brave thru the car crowd and thick-skin-ly cut thru them to go to the right most lane for a U-turn. Thankfully, the cars were nice enough to gave way! Initial plan was to take the AYE. But the queue to enter AYE was mad long and Roger suggested alternative route. West Coast Highway. It was indeed a better choice cos the traffic was much less, however a lot of heavy vehicles. Okay la overall, Roger is a good direction giver. Despite this one time he asked me to change lane to right most cos we need to make a right turn soon, but actly we were not at the right turn junction yet! So have to go back to the straight ahead lane. O.O And my p-plate is still there, my dad doesnt allow me to take it off altho its been more than one year alrdy. A lot of vehicles clearly take me for granted. This LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG VEHICLE CUT LANE WITHOUT ANY PIRIOR NOTICE I HAD TO E-BRAKE(milder version). Thats wtF seriously.

We reached Bistro 103 around 30min or so later. Mich was there waiting alrdy. Hmmm. SORRY!! ):
Now let the pics speak for themselves. (:
Geek specs and ribbon by Mich. HAHA.

After Bistro 103 (Alex's treat!!! OMG~~~ we planned to treat him one!!), we went to vivo (hoho parked at Harbourfront Centre, per entry parking) for second round! Ice creams at swensens(our treat) One fondue and one earthquake! =D

Happy Birthday Alex! (:

Looking forward to our next "road trip"!

越走越远

2010-10-17T17:17:00.003+08:00

越走越遠　雲到底要往哪里飛
(further and further away, where is the cloud flying to)

能不能把我的思念　帶回那個小小的屋檐
(can you bring my thoughts back to that little roof)

＊站在窗前　看着雲在陪我掉眼淚
(standing before the window, seeing the cloud tearing tgt with me)

寂寞没有人能了解　卻把整片天空都染灰
(no one can understand this loneliness, but it painted the whole sky gray)

想要試着勇敢一點　我閉上了雙眼　跟昨天說再見
(trying to be stronger, i closed my eyes, say good bye to yestdy)

不知道有什麼人聽見
(not sure if anyone heard anything)

想要試着長大一點　人總是要改變　一個人去面對
(trying to grow up a little more, people alws change, facing things alone)

也許還要多一點時間
(maybe i need a little more time)

Repeat ＊

越走越遠　雲到底要往哪里飛

能不能把我的思念　帶回那個小小的屋檐

越走越遠　每件事總會變成從前
(further and further away, everything will become yestdy)

只是明天来臨之前　今夜我還是一樣失眠
(just that, before tmr's here, tnight i still cant seem to sleep)

--
As usual, went for tuition in the morning. Then to bp plaza to pack lunch, parents went bp flat to do some last minute clean up before handing over the keys to our korean tenant. So they asked me to settle lunch myself. Alright, thanks to the convenience of an automobile, i was feeling all independent but a little pathetic at the same time as i went in plaza, shopped a little! Then packed curry fish baked rice from Naked Fish Express. Haha.. And of course my bubble tea. (: 10 years of habit made me exit at the starbucks there when i shld exit at mac there. Nearly WALKED HOME. Whn i saw the car key dangling frm my finger, i come to this sudden realization, oops, you cant rly walk home now. You've got a car to drive home and home's not in bp.

Yestdy as i reach home after having thai food at Porn's, i saw this hippo giant toy sitting outside my door. It was a present frm wl(the dunearn sec wl) for xmas after my break up with andy i think! haha he was tryna console me. My first bigbig giant stuff toy. Okay not that gigantic. Just qte ...big. Okay. I told my mom i dont want it anymore. But when i see it sitting outside my door. I tot it looked so kelian... I picked it up, and its now back in my room... That's me, i'm alws this way, difficult to let go even it's pointless to hold on sometimes.THATS WHY I HAVE SO MUCH THINGS? Gosh la, can't seem to finish packing. =.=|||

But, i think it still looked as sad in my room! HAHAHA.

女人三十感言

2010-10-14T23:50:00.002+08:00

Mommy sent me this~

美女 CEO 王潇，在2008 年 11 月 3 日时写了一篇三十感言。句句名言，虽然是写给女生的，但是，男生也更应该看看。

感情篇

谈恋爱的条件，就是让自己从精神到物质，从灵魂到肉体，因为有了对方都比从前的状态更好。否则何必呢？

如果男人现在对你一般，不要指望他会在婚后对你更好 , 他对你最好的时刻一定是追求期和热恋期。如果这两个时期你尚且对他不满，那你要好好想想了。

不妨让他为你多花点时间和钱，通常人投入的越多，就越难割舍。

就算你为已经他投入了很多时间和钱，该离开的时候也要利索点离开。勇于承担恋爱的沉没成本，是展开新生活的前提。

如果你看中他的钱，在适当的时候要到这钱才是你的。打铁要趁热，要钱要趁爱！

你的直觉往往比事实还准确。

两个人最终过起日子来， " 也就那么回事 " 已经是非常好的结局，因为很多人发现婚后 " 完全不是那么回事 " 。

一个身体再性感，展开后翻来覆去看也就两个平方米，互相失去兴趣是正常的规律。只是晚点失去兴趣的那个人会觉得受伤。

成功的感情关系里，爱情是一定会转化成亲情的。亲情就是 Happy ending 。如果爱情没了亲情又没形成，那该关系已经失败。通常人们用生育来协助这一转化的完成。

老人说的道理大部分都是对的，比如结婚要找个踏实顾家的男人，但是这些道理只有在谈上两三个让你遍体鳞伤的恋爱后才会明白。撞了南墙自然懂得回头，怕就怕一直没回头。

男人也是人，他不是必然比你还要聪明、勇敢、勤劳和富有。如果你不能爱一个男人的本尊，而是爱上你期待中的他的话，你会一直失望，而他会因压力过大而沉默和崩溃。

对一个人的崇拜不足以支撑琐碎的日常生活。偶像要走下神坛，他谈完世界观也要去大便。

自古以来，就有白蛇和青蛇，白玫瑰与红玫瑰，男人得陇望蜀防不胜防。不如别防了，剩下精力多挣点钱，或者美容保养。万一失了阵地还保有战斗力再抢一块。

美容篇

作为女性，你的外表和你的性格共同决定你的命运，这是残酷的现实。

无论哪朝哪代、东方或西方，端庄路线是永远不会错的。装也要装的像。

腰围是黄金分割和女性体态婀娜的关键，是少女和大妈的分水岭。要拼死保持。

学好化妆术，拾掇好再出门。你自己会开心，别人对你会多点耐心，百利而无一害。

如果你单身，建议你保持时刻准备着的状态，也就是说尽量随时都看上去很美。很难说哪朵云彩下雨，也许转角就遇到爱。

当你对美好身材的渴望远远大于你对食物的渴望，你就可以成功减肥。减不下来那是因为你的渴望还不够强烈。

事业篇

无论是打工还是创业，其本质无外乎向老板或客户出卖自己的有形或无形产品。一言以蔽之：大家都是出来卖的。既然是出来卖的，一要卖相好，二要敬业，三不要嫌买货人。所以，第一要保持美丽，第二要多做事少抱怨，第三看在钱的份上要适当妥协。

付出不一定有回报，努力不一定有收获。学习知识和锻炼身体除外。

我们是动物进化来的，即使高级也还是动物，达尔文主义一直适用。只有把自己训练成更敏捷、更强壮的动物，才能活得好点。所以懒散消极肯定不是长久之计，要是在动物世界，在金字塔底的你还这么耗着，已经死了。

这个时代的规律就是没有绝对公平竞争，接受这一点，然后武装自己投身到轰轰烈烈的不公平竞争中去。顺应规律而行，也是达尔文主义。

先赢了再说。享受你战利品的时候，你心里可以继续愤世嫉俗。不要滥用怜悯给竞争失败的人，因为下一次也许会是你。

争取半天的愿望没有实现，一要怪自己学艺不精，二要怪自己运气不好，然后赶快行动起来争取下一个愿望。前面投入的时间精力，统统算做沉没成本。勇于承担沉没成本是出来混的第一课。

生活篇

越年轻的时候，越可以应用 " 试错法 " ，即在不违反健康，不触犯法律的基础上，搞清哪些东西是真正适合自己的。为了让以后的岁月做对的几率更大，不妨前期多试点错的，磨刀不误砍柴功。

每个人先天能量区别很大，有的人寡淡无味，有的人跌宕起伏，都是按自个儿的能量定额来的。先天能量这个东西没法攀比，自己跟自己比，满足就好。关键是正确估计自己的能量。

欲望不实现就痛苦，欲望实现了就无聊。只有刚刚实现后那短暂的时期是幸福。所以幸福必然是短暂的，痛苦和无聊才是生活的常态。这是我们的欲望决定的。

别人的任何选择和决定都有他自己的道理，尽量理解和不干涉。但如果伤害到你的心灵和财产，一定要干涉。

面子是别人给的。别人会把面子给那些那坚持表现出诚实、勇敢、勤奋和靠谱的人。不以以上这些元素作为给面子准则的人，你也不用在意他给不给你面子。

不用等到什么时机都成熟了再开始做一件事，在游泳中学会游泳，在开车中学会开车，摸着石头是可以过河的。前提是输得起。

通常来说有两种状态：痛苦的哲学家和快乐的猪。痛苦的时候，尽量搞清痛苦的缘由，否则就成了痛苦的猪。

后记

以上的种种经验教训只能解决技术上的问题，长得是不是美，工作是不是如意，男人是不是好，其实全在运气。

我們都有

2010-10-13T23:12:00.001+08:00

其實，我們每個人都有，一個人讓我們：

想去愛的。

撒嬌的。

想呵護的。

想保護的。

可以軟弱下來的。

不得不要堅強起來的。

牽腸挂肚的。

拿得起，卻放不下的。

懷念的。

受傷的。

抱歉的。

刺傷的。

想要依靠的。

想賴著不走的。

想愛卻害怕的。

害怕卻還要愛的。

豁出一切的。

看清這世界多一點的。

不管怎樣都只能埋在心靈深處的。

想說對不起卻説不出口的。

想說我愛你卻估計太多的。

想要討好的。

想要獲得贊同的。

想要贏的。

Heavy Vehicles

2010-10-12T23:58:00.001+08:00

There are loads of them around my house area, with all the govt's effort to develop up the area. I was on my usual drive to tuition and it's very nearby. At the last left turn i have to make to reach my destination. There is this heavy vehicle infront of me. I didnt overtake it cos my speed wasn't that fast and we're approach a traffic light junction. But this decision proved me wrong. I shld have just overtaken it. Because, it stopped right at my left turn filter lane at the pedestrian crossing, leaving me NO WAY TO TURN LEFT. Two construction workers stood nearby signaled to me with their hands to go straight. I signaled back telling them I NEED TO LEFT LEFT. They responded with their white teeth and shrugged their shoulders. RETARDED. Can't you stand before the filter lane to signal drivers that the left turn is not usable right now? End up i have to make a bigggggggggg detour, U-turn back. Because there was no left turn ahead and right turn would lead me to expressway. Was qte angry at it.

After tuition went to Cathay to catch Eat Pray Love with jia. Didnt know it's such a long movie. Wasn't that fantastic but i guess, a lot of things to learn from the movie? (:

il dolce far niente

2010-10-12T00:34:00.000+08:00

Feels like writing sth. But when i enter the compose page, suddenly im lost for words.

複雜。屬於我的天荒地老，自己又能保持多久呢。

9 Mths with J

2010-10-09T00:39:00.006+08:00

Arh, he is my tutee yeah dont get me wrong. haha. To protect the identity of this P6 boy... i shall use only his name initial. This shall be an awesome post~~~

Some of the MANY hilarious works i managed to capture.........
Idk how many will have the patience to read thru, but really it's kinda funny.....

Very chim wor! Dont think you will win, sometimes you will lose!

May I know Q5 and Q6 where got OPTION 5 AND OPTION 6??? self created?

Read this paragraph. It says that when zoo is about to close for the day, a lady's handbag got snatched away.

Look at Q21, it asked : "what happened in the zoo?" He chose, 1 - the zoo is closing for the day. (correct answer: 2 - a lady's handbag got snatched away )

Copy also can copy wrongly, 猴子copy until become 狮子! Let alone the answers behind..=.=|||

文中形容“很有滋味”的词语是？ --- 滋味。 might as well dont ask you 算了??

after his house got burglarized, he can just go and sleep ---"听了消息后，我就累得上床睡觉了。“

我只能说他好勇敢... =.=||

lame. that's like, rephrasing the qn!

didnt know 送 can mean 生!!! =.=|||

is that 古文？ what is 晴郎和冷？ sunny guy with cold???????

"听了后，立刻去桌子上做功课。" okay la this one not that bad, but still a bit funny.

this is the picture, and his compo as follows.....................

conclusion no space to write, so write in exercise book, see below...

“我兴高采烈地跑了起来。” ----- you want to run to where? 你要跑到哪里去？？？

nice one, he can 把爸爸的笑容露出来, expose daddy's smile.

Somemore...........

荣，组词 -- OH I KNOW I KNOW! (IN A VERY PROUD TONE) --->许振荣!!!

"慈祥"通常用在长辈身上，比如妈妈，外婆等....so, can you use it on me? -- *thinks* ---> YES!
(fml...........im that old...............okay actly, i trapped myself for this)

"不进则退"，你一个字一个字看，什么意思呢？ --- if you cannot go in, then go back lor!

I'm sorry tutees ):

2010-10-04T20:59:00.002+08:00

I read "collusion" as "conclusion" yestdy during tuition. =.= i'm so sorry. Was rly rly tired but forced myself to be full of energy.

And tdy, Ariel cried. ): Because i scolded him for not remembering the words. At first his face looked weird, then got weirder... then suddenly i saw a drop fell. He was still trying to control it all. Thn when i asked him what happened? He started crying out. Ah kids. End up comforting him instead. Cant bear to see the little kid cry. Esp when he is the cuter one of the two brothers. Oops.

Pay day yestdy and tdy. And this Thur too. I'm a happy girl (:

Last sat damn happening. Went to see my "hubby" Hangeng. Handsome handsome max. Real life looks so much more handsome! Showed my mom the photos i snapped, my mom say "eh, he looks more grown up liao mah?" LOL. My mom damn funny ask me to go with my dad, so we will be outstanding..... O.O

At night went for Langston's bday celebration? Cos jia invited me. (: Enjoyed the talk with jia & yuting after that at jia s cozy king size bed. Hoho. ^_^

You've your front to put up, I've my truth to tell.

Hope this week will be over soon

2010-09-27T23:19:00.002+08:00

Hope this week can be over faster. 3 midterms, and have to come up with a title for one of the term papers.

Morning drove to school to hand in the stupid tutorial, before 10am. And i thought since im out, might as well pack some food frm The Deck for lunch later on. Packed, went back, it was almost 10am, and definitely within 15min (NUS carpark has 15min grace, no need to pay), however, 10am is the time that most people will start school, you can never imagine the number of cars thats coming in. This caused me to be stucked IN the carpark couldnt exit to scan my IU before the 15min grace (there was a car infront that couldnt turn out to the main road causing me to wait INSIDE THE CARPARK). And im charged for all the 20min or so that i parked inside AND stucked inside. =.= lame lor.

After lunch, dragged myself to tuition. Although it's just a 5min drive away, i felt really lazy to go. I parked at the visitors lot, aligning to the markings on the floor but as i looked to my left to the vehicle beside mine, my car feels slanted. I adjusted again, but again i was looking at the markings on the floor. diaos, now still feel slanted. I decided to just let it be. When i come out of the car, i found out, the vehicle on my left was the one parked slanted.

Make me think of this, we often feel that we're the odd/weird/wrong one when looking at others, even though we might be following instructions, the truth is, it could be we're right. Step back(out) and take another look is all we need to get the assurance that we're on the right track sometimes. ;)

Cheers for a cooling Monday night ;)

Thursday Maddness

2010-09-23T23:18:00.000+08:00

Okay i will blog then go and study! It was such an unproductive day! WTH like really.

However, we had some really good laughs. Omg they're all so funny. To think of it, im the only one who's not funny at all lor. ):

After "mugging", went holland v to eat crystal jade buffet! hehehehe with the NY people. ;D Yingxi being so nostalgic, wore NYJC uniform! And we met some nyjcians there lollololol. SO funny. Eat until super full. Super loved to receive a mid term exam pack prepared by Lily and a note slided into my bag without my knowledge by yx. Thanks all! <3

Helped Alex and Benny signed up for Twitter, and they have a very nice name now follow them @_atengteng and @_byeoyeo lolol. LL came up with these names. :]

Oh i wanna say this about my tutees, Ariel and Azriel. Ariel the younger boy, although naughty and all, he will alws go to the kitchen and smuggle sweets to eat bringing my share as well. And yestdy he gave me his this new "toy" water babies! Woah im amazed by this thing, because he say just put it in water and it will multiply? Wah i feel stupid believing them but what if there's really such thing? But yeah anw, the whole point is, ariel can be really adorable (: I said i pink colour is nice and he gave me the pink colour one! (: Let's see if it will really multipl!
(okay Alvina just replied my tweet say YES THEY WILL GROWWW!!!)
Side note: yestdy s parking lot at Parc Oasis can be considered qte a difficult task, but the heavy rain later help me to wash the car, NICE!

Bruno Mars new song not as good as Just The Way You Are leh. But still not bad. (:

Two Romantic Songs

2010-09-23T00:43:00.000+08:00

"I Love You Forever"
Jewel

You and I walking slowly

Hand in hand

Footprints in the sand

Watch the wind as it plays

Throwing shadows across your face

The sky was so blue

Your eyes so green

The air glittering

So sudden, so swift

Love came to us

Just like a gift

I lived here, you lived far away

Our lives called us back, no we could not stay

With a sad sort of smile you took my hand

Said while we're apart you hope I understand that...

[Chorus:]

You'll be holding me

And I'll be holding you

Through those long nights

My love will be pulling you through

When you see the stars

Pretend they're my arms

When you feel the air

That is me kissing you there

Say you love me

And I will say I love you

No distance could ever make that untrue

When I'm far away

I'll reach through time and space

When you hear the wind

You'll hear me saying

I love you forever

Fast forward our love story

I still remember that day

Her small precious face

You stared into her eyes

Hypnotized by her smile

But your job meant you had to travel

But we weren't ready for you to go

You held our daughter with a sad sort of smile

Said while we're apart I want you to know that...

[Repeat Chorus]

God forbid there'll come a day

When the light in my eyes fades away

But from your hearts I will not go

No bounds shall my spirit know, cause

[Repeat Chorus 2x]

"Just The Way You Are"
Bruno Mars

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

OMG, so romantic these two songs...!!!!

Wasted Day

2010-09-21T01:15:00.004+08:00

Suppose to stay in school and study until late with LL, Roger and Alex. But my impromptu girl jia decided that we should meet up today. So yeap! Went to meet her in outram after Money & Banking make up lecture. Speaking of which, yu shushu didnt return me the money for the drink i helped him get. TSK. And everytime ask me to chope seat for him, everytime sit elsewhere. =.=

After lecture went outram straight. Haha. LL went home with me. We're terribly sorry, Roger Ng. =X

At the nameless korean bbq restaurant, we ordered kimchi pancake, chicken meat, 2 lemon tea, one dno what soup (forgot the name) and lettuce, it costed us $19.40 in total. Cheap hor. We couldnt finish the kimchi pancake. Jia's nice nice (hve to emphasize this it seems, cos it seems he told jia he was a nice guy to stay on in the dance floor with me and syl tht day hahaha) friend jinhong came to find her. They were meeting for a movie after we done eating lol cos heard he s gng ...sailing? for a few days. LOL. Funny guy, that day didnt notice, but now i see some similarities between him and their friend langston (maybe only difference is that langston becomes crazy after drunk and he becomes sleepy after drunk lol). Haha, jia used the word comical. Okay i shall use it then. He is a comical guy. The most frequently used words by two of them to each other is "shuddup". LOL. At one point of time BOTH of THEM talked to me at the same time, for a moment i dno who shld i listen to. Here i hear half of jia telling me about jinhong s army stuff, there i hear half of jinhong asking me that day clubbing fun or not. Alamak. I think they both can entertain very well. We tot maybe jinhong wld wanna take the few slices of kimchi pancake but nah he looked a little -.- by it. After that i thought of Koi. So i convinced both of them that chinatown is within walkable (really what?) distance and let's go buy Koi. End up, jinhong said he wanna kill me for at least 3 times. o.O And for some part i really feel he really mean it. It was hot la, 3 of us all sweating like mad. But to me, Koi made up for it. (: idk about them. Cos apparently jinhong said "AMK also got Koi. " (they were heading to AMK for movie). oopss. sorry la, but my house here no Koi mah! =X
On the way there, comment was made that i look like those who will wait for ppl to come and chauffeur me around instead of being a driver. I take it as a .............GOOD THING CAN? hahaha then jia said "aiya he also like to be chauffeured around can." LOL.

rudi. say:
*sians job hunting nw...
('.') yang. says:
*haha
*tuition la!
*sign up at all the agencies you see
*can one
rudi. says:
*tuition agencies bias lor
*they always prefer girls
*esp since they are undergrad or something
('.') yang. says:
*nah
*its the parents
*parents prefer girls
*some students also
*i rmb last time in jc
*i hired math tutor
*i specifically said i want female
rudi. says:
*well ya girls naturally wld prefer girls
*thats alr like almost half gone ]
*then guys depends?
('.') yang. says:
*guys maybe also want girls
*HAHAHAHA
*shun bian see girls
*means
*ALL GONE.
*hahahaha
rudi. says:
*like yea!!!
('.') yang. says:
*-sipping koi-
*this isnt looking good for you..........
rudi. says:
*lol
rudi. says:
*u know in shows tts often the line of some wise person sipping tea
*i guess u are e modern version hahahaha
('.') yang. says:
*HA HA HA

Today's conclusion is, didnt study at all. Argh................

Last day of school, for now (detailed entry!)

2010-09-18T01:49:00.004+08:00

I promised to update today. (: And today being friday yeah! I know now it's considered morning of Sat alrdy.

Today is the last day of school for 1st half of the sem!

The day started off pretty fine, but i woke up 30min late (snoozed for 30min) hahaha. Then it started pouring like mad when i reached school's bus stop. It's so stupid cos the unsheltered walkway is actually very short, but the rain is super heavy and, there's some serious flood gng on! Then guess what, i mustered up the courage and asked 2 other girls who were waiting beside me to CAB INTO SCHOOL with me. The rain was really heavy. Then shaoqi alighted, so i asked him if he wanna join us (just nice 4 eh?). But heh. He said "no point leh." No care. Just zam! Ask him to hurry into the cab. Hahaha. Then i think he gave me extra change, end up = i never pay anything (the two girls paid me $1 each also). HA HA HA. Me likey. I will definitely rmb to bring my umbrella next time! Becos wed it rained too and i opened up the umbrella for it to dry that night, then forgot to put it back in! =.=

Yushu is so .... speechless, come frm hall also lazy to bring umbrella, okay lor ask me to chope seat for him in lecture but i was late too due to the rain, so i asked LL to chope for him; i conveniently forgotten the fact that, he doesnt know LL. So end up he just anyhow sit, BUT HAPPEN TO BE SITTING BESIDE US. Needed to pass him back the answers for econometrics tutorial. Crap can. His answers are REALLY JUST ANSWERS. LIKE, THE FINAL ANSWERS. -_______________-

Modern Economy of China tutorial (or rather make up tutorial for last week, cos it's alt week and last friday was PH), we were supposed to choose our project topic. This two groups wanna fight for the same topic which is not allowed. So they decided to flip coins. Guy A from say, Group A, took out his coin and tossed. He lost. He said:" eh i give you the coin la, you give me the qn. " LOL~~~~
AND YEAH DURING THE TUTORIAL, A FIRE DRILL ANNOUCEMENT KEPT ON REPEATING. I've seen email that there will be fire drill exercises, but i thought its not today? THEN, we were informed, its system error, they couldnt stop the thingy frm repeating. ANNOYING SIAH.

After tutorial, accompanied wilson to co-op to buy textbook, because he wants to use my co-op membership card for discount. Thn this fella didnt check the title of the books he needs to get, go there, scared buy wrong textbook, so, borrow my iphone to check. SLOW. And i kept on kajiao-ing him, told him "this is the only book we see, this is it." He say better play safe than sorry. end up IT IS THAT BOOK. He went "Now i'm safe, and sorry..." HA HA HA. Funny siah, cos we were gng off for lunch. Engin for Indo food!! ;D
Wilson asked for more rice, and i very thick-skined-ly koped a few spoonful from him before we all started eating. AHAHAHAHA UTIMATE SATISFACTION EATING FAV FOOD WHEN HUNGRY!

THEN(IN CO-OP, ACTUALLY BEFORE PAYING) MY SUPER SURPRISE CAME!! MICHELLE MADE SOMETHING FOR ME, TOOK ME TOTALLY BY SURPRISE!!!! ♥ so chio!! me loveeee! :D

I showed it to my mom and she gave me the envious look. HA HA HA im thinking she also want one!

Then off for tuition and gotten my pay. Heeee.THEN OFF TO AH LOY THAI FOR DELICIOUS DINNER with the usuals (Mich, LL, Roger).. Guess who i met at BUKIT PANJANG bus stop?! Sipeng. So qiao omg. And he finally recognizes me; this time he came to me and say hi liao! Twice, i met him on bus to school (when i was still living in bp), he just look at me and walk past me to the rear and sit. We chatted abit and his bus came.
Thai food, awesome lah! Had Tom's Palette ice cream after that. What a nice way to end the day. After eating we went bugis junction for a little mini shopping, didnt buy anything though. And roger ah, 3 girls wait for you to try clothes, ni hao yi si ma? LOLOLOL.

Oh i saw my friends tweeted about the NUS NTU rankings, i dont think it's that good to put like side by side leh. I mean two unis have a different area of specialization? Glad that NUS still stays around the same positions. from 30 to 34 though.. ): did NTU drop alot? Sg unis better buck up!! Best is like pick up when we graduate. Heeee.

Gotta go Zzzzzz.!!! Recess week. STUDY. boring shit. but got friends to mug tgt, it's another entirely different thing i guess?

Being An Aquarius

2010-09-16T22:45:00.004+08:00

#1 Reason you are an #Aquarius : So independent.
#2 Reason you are an #Aquarius : Fascinated by everything
#3 Reason you are an #Aquarius : You always Keep your options open.

I think that's really pretty much about me. (:

I few more,

ZodiacFacts Retweet if you #TeamAquarius one of the most loving signs. Many of the other #Zodiacsigns wish they had the heart of an #Aquarius.
As an #Aquarius you believe in peace and that everyone should get along so you will go the extramile to help settle an argument
As an #Aquarius you love your friends for who they are on the inside.
As an #Aquarius understand that being an individual can have its drawbacks.
As an #Aquarius, always look for ways, solutions in which everyone benefits
As an #Aquarius you are very honest and direct and you bear your soul to those you care about
As an #Aquarius realize that you must be mentally intrigued before you will make a move on a prospective mate.
An #Aquarius woman is able to live by herself without any guy in her life, a very strong person.
If you are in love with an #Aquarius woman be prepared to be very happy or be very sorry.
#Aquarius want to know what others think and believe, and why.
An #Aquarius often leaps to the correct conclusion without knowing how they did so.
An #Aquarius is an interesting sign, in that it is a combination of tradition and innovation.

Okay enough for now!

How True

2010-09-14T23:11:00.000+08:00

wasting my time blogging

2010-09-11T22:40:00.001+08:00

The main reason im staying alone here is because dad thinks i need to get homeworks/assignments done with internet. Truth is, without internet, i can focus so much better. But im used to living with internet so, i chose to stay here.

Let me update a little about past few days! See i blog so often now right, and hope Ari keeps to his promise to help me do a (simple one will do!)website for my blog! Speaking of which, people, if you're looking for people to do up a website for yourself/your company/business/whatever. You can proceed to www.profound.sg for more details! (: (:

Have been running on qte a tight schedule since Thur. Thur was a short day due to the fact that my metrics tutorial is alt week. After school, was hanging out with uni clique. Mich said to play dress up (mini scale), theme for the day will be girls - floral, guys - grass! HAHAHA I thought thats really funny! Went to catch Going The Distance with Mich & LL. LL as usual missed the begining part of the show cos she was lateeeeeeeeee!!! Late queen!!!! After which, Roger, Alex, Nella and Stephanie joined us and we went outram for korean bbq! (: Good feast!!! so full and only for $15. Totally worth it! (: After which, went chinatown Koi for bbt!

Reached home late, and was having insomnia. ): Cos bu she de here! ): ): ): ): argh. Early in the morning, started moving and all, and its like carry things here and there moving furniture and all. I was carrying this furniture with dad, but i had to stop and rest all the time, my dad looked at me and i know exactly what he's thinking, why am i not a son? HAHAHAHA. Felt qte useless yeah.......Move move move, shift shift shift, then at night rushed over to zouk for jia's bday party. Met her friends on the bus there, haha, so qiao. Met a lot of new friends, jia very diligently intro-ed everyone to everyone. LOL. When jia cui-ed she started to say rly classic things. Very cute siah. "Unnie! Are you having fun? i want you to have fun! no you're not having fun! Where is Sylvia and Huirong? You guys must have fun okay?" "Unnie! you shld get to know my friends they're single!" LOL. what can i say. oh my dear girl. After she left alrdy, me and syl stayed on with yuting serene they all, cos their friend langston is syl's neighbour! Langston is super entertaining, esp in his drunken state. But i think even before he entered the club he was like really high alrdy?! but super funny la him. The things he says. Heh, we or maybe shld say they? broke qte a few glasses there... Shld thanks to jia s friend for entertaining us, got us drink and all. Anw, in the end cabbed home with syl they all too, reached home around 5plus. (good thing that im living alone eh?) Washed up and all, it was 6am. Went to sleep. 7plus oppa called me! He s in singapore for a transit back to korea! Hahaha, i dn rmb what i said to him and what he said to me at all!! Cos i was super sleepy lor!! afterwards when online, he commented i dn speak singlish, and my voice was rather low and rough. hahaha.. maybe cos i drank a little? But i think its really little leh. Shld be due to lack of sleep!

Then 8plus wake up to go for tuition. Argh. i dn wanna cancel it cos, i rly need to save up for the 2 year end trips! (:

Ohhh needa move some more things!!! gotta run!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST GIRL JIAJIA!!!

Alright shall write a little

2010-09-06T01:31:00.003+08:00

I've received comments.
"last tym u do it daily nw its barely weekly"

I think i have this tendency to skip blogging when i'm occupied with certain things, or if not, im really lazy.

Bought myself sometime off things, and watched this movie by Nicholas Cage, "The Family Man". It's an old show, but just saw it in PPStream's "newly added" dropdown menu. (Look for 家居男人 if you're interested and have PPS too!). I think it's really pretty touching. I somehow admire Kate's persistence in their love. But well it takes two hands clap yes. If Jack has no intention of the same thing, then Kate's one-sided persistence = nothing. "I choose us." This line never fail to move me. "Us", such an amazing word. Yeah we could all live by ourselves, but we can never imagine if we could live together. We do not have the "glimpse" like Jack had. We don't have what ifs. We only have what had happened. ):
Then again, this is a movie afterall. In real life, it just doesn't happen. We can alws make promises to each other, but then, we all have this high tendency to break them.
Went back to school and my teacher told me about this friend of his, who waited for this girl boyfriend after boyfriend and finally he's married to her, 13 years later. That's just amazing. A guy who knows what he wants, and focus on getting it no matter how, that is a charming man indeed.

Saw this in my FB news feed: "Boys love the idea of a chase when they're going after the girl of their dreams,but the sad fact is that for many,once they've gotten her,they simply dont know how to treasure her."
I agree with it, but to be fair, i have to comment, it happens in both ways?

I can't believe im so clear-headed nowadays! Why so? I spared myself the craziness to queue up at 313 for hours and forgo $100 or $200 plus for Kpop Night!!! If you don't know, i LOVE Big Bang!! But, i didnt go queue up! didnt want to spend the money. Oops. ): But i do feel wasted, cos it's... BIG BANG!!! Omgosh.

But part of me is still as juvenile as before! Haha! Gna drown myself in the sweet romance of Kdramas! 장난스러운 키스(Playful Kiss Korean Version!) Got Kim Hyunjoong ehhhh! Another one gna wait (My Girlfriend is a 9-tailed fox)

Enjoy the two new songs updated into my playlist!
Will You Kiss Me (OST for Playful kiss) by G.Na and also Seeya's I Must Be Crazy!
And the other song that was up in the playlist for sometime is Bad Girl Good Girl by Miss A (my new love)

장난스러운 키스

장난스러운 키스
장난스러운 키스

장난스러운 키스

♥

still gna say

2010-09-02T21:06:00.000+08:00

Shall update again

Really have a lot of things to blog about. A lot things that i want to note down, in case in future i forget!

But i guess im really caught up with alot of things recently that i barely have time to sit down and do nth. Really want to find a time and blog properly. about how i've been and things i've done. so many amazing things (amazes me of course) and the emotions i felt gng thru each one of them. Haha!

In any case, there s nth big. Life is pretty much like how it used to be. (: But i think certain things that i told myself to blog down are fading away.. so sad hor? why our memory is so poor at certain things... but yet, so unwantedly strong at the others... =.=

Teachers Day

2010-08-31T13:12:00.005+08:00

Went back NYJC. Update soon.

繞了一圈，回到原地看看。我以前有的，現在都還有。那時候沒有的，現在也沒了。不過現在有的有些，那時沒有。似乎覺得一切都未曾改變。卻又覺得，一切都不一樣了。那些曾經留下足跡的點點滴滴。

不管再怎麽樣，縂有人會給你帶來溫暖。好像我在這裡寫寫，我知道有些人會看到會關心。又似，jc賣雞飯的aunty，竟然記得我，還很清楚的說“喲，畢業兩年了hor?大學讀得還開心嗎？” 不得不一陣感動泳上心頭。又像，明明已經畢業和老師沒有了任何關係，他們卻還會坐下來和你坦誠些他們的經歷,好讓這些經歷警告你些。讓你少走彎路。今天和兩位老師談了很久。談到了將來的事業，談到了感情問題。聼了他們的一番話，覺得啓發不少。

(from my twitter, for the benefit of those not following my twitter! Yes Dor, thats you!)
(-2 seconds later- opps. I saw a follower request from Dor in twitter.........thanks !)

2010-08-26T20:22:00.000+08:00

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그 위선이 난 너무나 웃겨

(날 감당) 할 수 있는 남잘 찾아요

진짜 남자를 찾아요

(말로만) 남자다운 척 할 남자 말고

(날 불안)해 하지 않을 남잔 없나요

자신감이 넘쳐서

내가 나일 수 있게 자유롭게

두고 멀리서 바라보는

Week 3

2010-08-24T12:49:00.002+08:00

Left with around half an hour or so, i shall blog a little!

I feel Money & Banking I, really feel like econs la! Others are like so math! ):
But sadly i gotten the essay allocations (everyone has to write two essays for the whole sem, topics are allocated by the lecturer), I need to do TOPIC ONE! and five. Which means, by this friday, i need to submit an essay already. It's graded. And this thing about gng first is that, you've got no example to refer to. ):

Anyway....

Had a very fulfilling weekend with qianqian. Now we know, uncles and aunties CAN BE OUR FRIENDS. Thanks to them we were able to finish our assigned tasks so easily. And so much fun in listening to their words. And you get a little taste of the warmth shared in a neighbourhood that's built on friendships amongst them! It's like entirely different from ours. But at the same time, we experienced the most number of rejections we could possibly get in a day. LOL.

I would say im pretty hardworking! It was weekend! But i went for tuition in the morning and then afternoon continued with helping out jiayi. (: And yestdy, monday i went to help her again. Of course cannot let her do all these all alone right! But RWS is a little more difficult. Mainly tourists there. Funny thing is that Brother went to try the Scratchit! thingy at Singapore Pools outlet in RWS (atas hor, the outlet there). She bought two $1 tickets, scratched and she won $2. So actually, she wasted her time scratch the tickets ($2 in exchange of $2). We laughed out loud.

Only managed to complete everything at around 7plus. So tired and exhausted. 钱难赚啊~ But it's good to get a chance to get into the RWS and take a look! Everything there just feel so Genting-ish can. Doesnt look unique to me at all. ~.~ I was expecting something more classy. And it's supposed to look very new, why i have the impression that they just shipped the things over from Genting and dump them here?

At this point as im typing this, i bet qianqian is struggling with the data entry of the surveys we all did. There are 500 of them. Oh gosh.

It's week 3 already!! So fast la! I hope im not lagging behind too much. Looking at weehung make me stress alot. Most of the time, i hear from him is "mugging" and he still says there are so many things still need to be read.
-choked and died-

She is dangerous.

2010-08-16T01:46:00.005+08:00

That was the caption qianqian gave me for this photo.

The day started off like any other sunday, tuition. Then i came home, then went to find my parents to take the car. But dad was really reluctant to let me drive. He feels how can i drive after not driving for 6mth. And mom was worried too, but she doesnt stop me. Compared to mom, dad's alws more cautious. But im more grateful towards mom, cos she let me grow freely, in my way. But dad usually enforce a set of values on me. In the end dad agreed to let me drive when i suggested i will drive mom to pick up qianqian and yuyu at jurong point and westwood.

Asked yuyu to wait me at the jurong point library there because that's the place i think it'll be easier for both of us. Yuyu coincidentally saw me when i was still on the opposite side, funny thing is that, i drove on AND, ahahahaha there was no U-turn within short distance, yuyu's phone was also out of batt, so funny la! She was walking to and fro at the taxi stand there to try to look for me.

Then off to Westwood (near boonlay!) to pick up qianqian. Then dropped mom at condo, mom briefed me on how to get on to the AYE from there and helped me with the map (seriously GPS will save all this!! why don't they get it?), and then, then mom just closed the map (book) and "ok, im off.. drive carefully." I suddenly feel this protective layer being lifted off me. But at the same time, felt some excitement too, freedom to drive on my own. Long distance.

Made a few turns, and reached Jurong Town Hall Road which led us to AYE. It became exciting. It's easier to drive on expressway, so we started to chit chat and blabla, even took photos and we tot we're still far away cos we saw IR, flyer and etc. But we overestimated it! I suddenly spotted Exit 11 and it quietly went past us............................. Haha. That was the first major attack, decided to exit on 10B (next exit) and then try to park somewhere and find our way. Good enough, we found a spot at the library near parkway parade. Then we realised making a U-turn could lead us back to East Coast Park thru the Still Road South. hahaha. But i was reluctant to do U-turn so thought maybe detour abit. Who know, suddenly i rmb the place! Thats the place where 966 will go past and there will be a roundabout! Goooooooood. We headed towards the roundabout, back on Still Rd and got ourselves at East Coast Park! But, it was after sometime we realized that we were actly driving further away from the restaurant! So turned in a carpark and went back. Finally saw jiayi dutifully standing at the entrance of the car park which was nearest to the restaurant. Haha. She put in the whole big box of towels (free gifts that we will be giving away next weekend when helping her do some part time stuffs). Hoho! finally reached, and parked.

Then we reached The Big Splash in time for chern harn's party. Chern Harn's dress was super nice! ME LIKEY. And she was so tall!!! Woooowww~~~ haha. i think she looked really pretty. ^_^ The food they catered was nice also. Chern harn's mom is very cute! and super friendly! Haha saw a mixblood staff there, qte good looking hahaha. Then i was telling yuyu mix I____? Then yuyu answered :"huhhhh , dont want lahhhhhh!" LOL up to her one meh ppl mix what blood. LOL. damn funny.

Time to set off for home was even more hilarious. Caro was supposed to come with us, but we were leaving too early, so she said she will just cab home herself. And so...we started our 自high trip. Upon exiting, it showed cashcard error, but i was allowed out. So i just,,, drove off. lol. i mean if not how go back and pay meh no right? Driving on, we wanna get onto AYE then PIE then home! Unfortunately, we reached this roundabout, and didnt see this left turn entrance to AYE and we drove straight, i think we reached Bedok or wherever, i saw the sign said "(turn left) Dunman Sec Sch." If it's only Dunearn! then it will be good liao! LOL.No choice, have to make U-turn. Finally on AYE, we again, missed the exit to PIE. HAHAHA. Thn okay lor, just drive on lor, go by AYE (Tuas) lor. ): and so we passed by all the scenery we passed by when on our way there. Talking all the funny things in the car, laughed like mad about sth that yuyu saw off the net. It was rly nice. Then first stop dropped qianqian off at Westwood, her bf came to wait for her and helped carry all the towels back. Then it was finally back to bukit panjang! Dropped yuyu at bus stop for her to take bus and go marsiling, feel guilty that i didnt send her all the way back to her bf s house, ): Have to mention this funny part that, after dropping off qianqian, yuyu became in charge for directions, and upon reaching this junction, i asked yuyu "Im supposed to turn left, hor?" -Silence- (she doesnt know) HAHAHA i think silence really kills too.
Anw, finally home, and parked the car, nice lah, have to drive all the way to deck 4B!!! -.- Put coupon and ready to go. Saw those PARKING ENFORCEMENT OFFIERS arrived at the carpark. Heng ah, if i forgot to put the coupon then thats it i can kiss goodbye to $50? or is it $70!!

Dad gave me a “不错嘛" look when i reached home. But he said "now got one more challenge, driving in a thunder storm." =.= What he thinks ah? He is my TP is it. dot dot dot.

习惯，什么时候才能改呢？

soph·o·more

2010-08-11T01:27:00.000+08:00

School in a few hours' time. (:

Year 2 now. Need to get serious. Must put studies before everything else now. HOPEFULLY.

Just realized i didnt blog for qte some time. Feeling kinda lazy. To summarize everything, just lotsa movies, outings and more movies, outings. No regrets for holiday now. Must 收心 now and get ready for school.

Not gng to take any module with Michelle. Sad. ): And only 1 module tgt with LL. Sad X 2. But luckily dont have to take any mod alone! And i have 4 modules same as weehung! That will make sure i will almost have the same time table as him! So, i think i dont have to lunch alone! or search everywhere in my contact list for people to lunch with me!

If nothing happen, will be gng workshop tgt with Mich though. (: TBT!! Tummy Butt Tigh! At first we wanted yoga but it doesnt fit her timetable!

5 tutees with TBT class.. hmmm (: very contented sem im gna have. With one J2 student. Oh, i think im committing suicide! Okay so shaoqi s saying if can give him one of my p sch ones cos he wants to earn some cash. Im rly scared he will kill ariel and azriel with his taekwondo whatever belt. o.O they can rly get on people's nerve! Anddd... i seriously doubt his chi ability. =X he said he got A1 for Chi........................

Nights earthlings! It's a new begining when i wake up in the morning!

WTH

2010-07-27T13:06:00.005+08:00

OMG. Freaking stressed over bidding. All the points sky high. Core module some more.

Close bidding even worse!!!

Not enough pts, or cannot get friends to take tgt, one mod fall out finding another one is so difficult, cos u probably need to re-shuffle everything!
argh. Argh. Argh!!

Gng to watch The Sorcerer's Apprentice later. Heard tickets are bought yestdy alrdy! And i like it, when i just have to follow instructions. LOL. Dn have to scratch my head for places to eat and stuffs.

Inception

2010-07-24T02:07:00.002+08:00

I really love this movie. I really like it.

Cobb woke up, or not?
I hope he did. Happy ending. I will like it that way.

But in any case if he didnt, i think he went two more layers down... (Spoilers ahead)
In 4th layer, he's with his wife and in order to find Saito, he needs to go into another dream.
So, in the 5th layer, he found Saito, which is the 1st scene of the movie, he first found Saito. In order to keep the promise to Cobb, Saito needs to go back to the first layer, but time's alrdy up in all the 4 layers.. so, i feel they knew so they chose to get into yet another layer down, where they dream of the reality (1st layer) and live there. There(6th layer), Cobb found his way back to his children. The faces of his children, are just projections, he imagined them.

I think i like Ken Watanabe's acting. In Memoirs of geisha also (it's him right?).Think he acted in Shanghai(now showing also right?) also. Anw Arthur(Joseph Gordon-Levitt) is qte charming. Hehe.

After movie we went to eat thai food at Shaw Centre! It's rly good. I must say! Pineapple rice and the glass noodle! Shld go back and eat again! (: After that took some photos and Polaroids, then back to Suntec and buy water LOL. and trained to Ghoby Dhaut, to meet Benny, took a few more shots. And we called it a day. (:

I shld be very contented. I wake up to my breakfast on the table/at the doorstep these few days. I'm grateful. Really grateful. Thank you.

It's been a while since i eat dinner with dad. Mom shld be home soon.

It was tuition (canceled on Tue due to heavy rain), then yixiang's house with the Wackos, for mj (i still didnt get to learn it) and other games. It was fun. Her house is big! hehe me likey! we went to the balcony and play games after a little mj-ing. It's qte fun i shld say. (: But i think i damn slow, alws cannot get the thing of the game! But haha i got Stephanie with me. =X Anw, I'm rly amazed by Wackos' ... idk how to say? Almost the whole OG is down! I think it didnt happen to Titans?

Nights earthlings! Who's coming into my dream tonight?

All the best to you, hope you get in.

So tired

2010-07-22T11:22:00.003+08:00

Running around for my dad. Lol. but i took cab la, cabbing everywhere i go cos on a tight schedule. Feel like some rich kid siah.

Shuffled upon one of my fav songs in the past (ohhh primary school~). Ohh i used to be so crazy over A1.

"Same Old Brand New You"

I can still remember the time you were there

When I needed to hold you, feel you

Everytime I ask you to find a new way

You lie a new way

Is it gone, gone, gone, gone, gone

You'll change You'll never change

You're never never gonna keep your promises x 2

You said you'd change

But I'm afraid

It's something I won't live to see

It seems so strange

That sometimes fate

Can appear to be so real

And yet turn out to be a fantasy

Same old line, one more time

Say you're gonna be, there for me

Say you'll change, change your ways

Never gonna keep your promises

Same old game ( Ben - You know it doesn't turn me on)

Brand new day (Ben - You're singing that same old song)

No more lies (Ben - If you don't wanna find me gone, gone, gone, gone, gone)

Another night, another day

What can I say

You're still the same old brand new you

You break your promises in two

What can I do

When you're the same old brand new you

Because of you, I guess we're through

Is this the way it has to be

I've been a fool (Ben - I've been a fool)

A fool for you (Ben - A fool for you)

But I've got better things to do than let you walk all over me

Never tot the itouch promise to be true! Well, deal done at $420! Good thing that he didnt sell it to the one i intro-ed him. Hehe!! Gna get free dinner! =p do i sound aunty again? hahahaha. Don't care. Got free dinner, "why are you even complaining?" my friend(or more like, my.. ex bf haha but we're pretty good friends over the years now) asked me. Think he's gna call along Andy too. Seems a little weird, two ex and me. But if not i fear for his life! What if his gf gets unhappy, right?!

Today gna make Inception happen! Today's qte well planned, so i think i will get my mind blown away by the movie - according to a friend!

Mom sent me this whole doc of quotes and some pictures too.. lol...im slowly looking thru...

亦舒说:
人们日常所犯最大的错误，是对陌生人太客气，而对亲密的人太苛刻，
把这个坏习惯改过来，天下太平。
I'm sorry...

遇见平凡说:
缘分像一本书。
翻的不经意会错过童话读得太认真又会流干眼泪。

张爱玲说:
爱情本来并不复杂，来来去去不过三个字，
不是我爱你、我恨你，
便是算了吧、你好吗、对不起。

张爱玲说:
因为爱过，所以慈悲；
因为懂得，所以宽容。

三毛说:
某些人的爱情，只是一种“当时的情绪"。
如果对方错将这份情绪当做长远的爱情，是本身的幼稚。

if i graduate

2010-07-20T00:55:00.001+08:00

"This isn't the time to make fast and rushed decisions, this is the time to make mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere. Fall in love, alot... major in philosophy because there is no way you can make a career out of that.. change your mind and change it again...cos nth is permanent.. so make as many mistakes as you can..so that when someday ppl ask you, what you wanna be, we dont have to guess - we will know."

I love this paragraph from Eclipse. Looks like i've still got some time before graduation but hahahaha lol shall keep it until my graduation. (:

Inception failed.

2010-07-20T00:53:00.002+08:00

Damn it lah. Went Cathay with LL, but only to find out all tix sold out (read my previous post). SEEMS LIKE WE'RE NOT AUNTY ENOUGH. WTHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Wanted to catch Inception, it looks good. I think i missed some movies recently. Like Letters to Juliet, She is out of my league (is it still on?). I rmb still got one more but cant rmb now. Well, shall change to my 盜版小綿羊分身 to dl and watch them alllllllllllllllllll. Haha.

Okay so end up we went to eat good food for dinner and chill at TCC (had this drink called peach me up, lol) in town. Good talks! We kinda exchanged our tutoring experience and Europe touring experience!! And we got so excited that we were talking about saving up and go there again! LL:"okay now onwards all my tuition pay will go to my europe trip!" Me:"isit.. dn next min log onto BonitoChico liao ah~" (she was jussssssttttt talking about whether to buy this jumpsuit online or not. Funny max.) and we talked our experience with the metro in paris. LOL which i've forgotten. But now i rmb, you needa actly open the door MANUALLY when the metro stops at a station. Both me and LL (of course our families) waited for the door to open until we realise we needa do it manually lor! Kinda stupid come to think of it.

Despicable Me on hold for now. Hmmm.. not rly interested in such movie laaaaa.. Don't have the habit of paying for...cartoons? HAHA although i know they're nice la. (my cousin loves them).

Rongege is now asking me about all the driving stuff - wiper, high beam low beam. LOL, hvt been driving for months liao!! E-brake... Then i thought of me during my TP warm up, the warm up instructor tapped the car, i went "Huh?" first THEN went to E-brake. Epic FAIL siah.

Good luck for ~~tmr~~ later!

Traveling

2010-07-19T13:25:00.002+08:00

I'm talking about traveling within singapore! Been traveling around qte a bit. And i realise my pocket really burnt a hole or sth! Bus fare increased please, the distance fare is not doing justice to ... MY WALLET!

Thur went town to meet jia.
Friday dropped by for like 1hr? at wackos OG outing (total strength, 6? only.. i left before the rest could reach lor hais all late kings and queens?). Then off to SIMEI for sarah's bday party at her house. Carrying such a big Tangs bag somemore (her present). Grrrr. travel there alone was enough to kill me. Met qian at city hall and we tgt traveled to tampines to meet jiayi who s alrdy waiting there. then bus-ed to sarah s house. Her house is not just around the mrt, so have to take a bus to Simei mrt also when coming back. How nice lah. Whoever said Singapore is so small? Shall get my car soon. (laugh uncontrollably) Then i shall stick the sticker jiayi gave me on my birthday! "Im not a great driver but im a great shooter!" ahaha.

Sat met the clique (jiayi just came back frm taiwan!) for dinner steamboat. Gotten my "Math" brand chocolate! I chose the math one cos, EAT ALREADY GO CONQUER MATH!! Sigh (argh school makes me sick).

End of the week, idk how la, i JUST topped up one, have to top up again. i think $20 i topped up lor!! OMGOSH.

Still contemplating if i shld go soooooooo farrrrrrrrrrrrr again laterr. Hmmmmmm..

Anw, my aunty spirit out for a walk:

R: Hey! Cathay is giving away free movie tickets today! Cut out d coupon from page 8 of life section of ST. Each coupon can be exchanged for 1 pair of tickets, 1 soft drink and 1 pop corn. You can check out the newspaper for more detials from life section page 8.

Me: oh is it how many they are giving out? cos my house dn subscribe newspaper, have to go out and buy!

R: it's worth it! to catch a movie with free food and drink with accompany of a friend. ha.

Me: Hmmm. okay. Shall go and buy it. Shld buy more copies then??

Can almost hear Roger and Darren's voice : damn aunty siah!

Your own insecurities killed you, not me. Oops.